Embrassed by me? Goodbye mate

Chapter 1

I love him. I love him so much and I know he loves me to. And I am ready, ready to give my innocents to him because I know that we have a strong bond. Not just us being mates but deeply in love. And each time he says he loves me I can see it in his stormy grey loving eyes that held nothing but love that make my soul sore. I put on my beautiful white corset with matching tongs with an anklet that Erik bought me. Oh god dammit where's my heels!?!?!?! I thought knowing that he could be here any moment and everything had to be perfect. I wanted it to be special and I know he would to. I quickly put my pants on and his sweat shirt and ran down the stairs knowing I must have left it there. I quietly passed his office hearing him in there I masked my sent I was almost passed the doors when I heard my angel say

"what am I going to do about Christine?"

That made me freeze and frown

"Dude you should do something like seriously she acts like a love sick puppy and she sometimes no most of the time does stupid things and she still acts like a kid" said a voice who I recognised as Daniel our beta

"yeah you should do something like she her to them lady teaching thing maybe then she would stop climbing the tree" said another voice who I also think is Sam a friend of Erik.

"maybe I should she is embarrassing and acts to childish for her own good and would rather sit with the kids half the time then with others her age . Can't sit still for more than 5 minutes unless she is matching a movie. All I can say is thank god she isn't ready to give her innocents because hell I'm not ready to take it."

My heart tore at every word he said about me, my soul and my wolf swelled up with so much pain that it was starting to hurt to breath. My eyes started tearing up making my eye sight blurry.

I stormed any and went to our room. The room smelt of him and the fresh cut roses I had put here. I took of my cloths and throw my corset and tongs away in a direction in the room. I put my cloths on and cried heavily on my pillow. Then I made a choice that with change everything.

I'm leaving

I pack a small amount of cloths, two pairs of shoes and made sure my wallet had my money and credit cards in it.

After that I ripped of my locket and anklet of and was about to leave but then I knew I had to write something so they dont think something happen like if I got kidnapped.

Dear Erik

goodbye

I wish you many happiness

And I pray we with never meet again

I'm sorry that I was an embrassment to you

But now I'm gone

And you don't have to worry about me any more

All I wanted is for you to

say that you'll love me

every waking moment

Turn my thought into summer time

To share each morning evening and night with you

But I was just hoping and asking for to much

Goodbye Erik

From Christine

Love you

I ran out of the pack house. Leaving my old naive life and going into a new one. My wolf howled with each step I took away begging to go back but it was to late

Erik's POV

After I said that I felt pain in my chest like my heart is burning. I rubbed my chest a bit but it still hurt. My wolf howled that something is wrong with Christine but ignored it. She was most likely watching a sad movie and getting all upset about it.

After about 20minutes I couldn't take it any longer and had to check what was wrong with her. I told the guys to go and I headed to our room. My wolf was for some reason telling me to run to her and something isn't right.

There's nothing wrong with her

YES YES THERE IS!!!! my wolf growled back

Prove it

You want me to PROVE IT?!?!?!? YOU IDOIT CANT YOU FEEL THE PAIN IN YOUR CHEST AND CAN YOU HEAR WHAT SHE'S THINKING??? SHE BLOCKED US OUT !!!!!!!

I froze and quickly tried to search in her mind but it was blocked. In fear I ran put the stair and to our room. And burst in.

No one was here

"Look around" my wolf said

I looked on the floor and found something I would last find in our room

A white corset and tongs. I smelt it was it had her sent actually it's about 5 minutes old.

Was she planning to give her innocents???

I looked around and saw that everything looked bit dim and the room was filled with roses and on the side of the bed there was a Champagne bottle in a bucket of ics with two glasses

So she was going to but probably chickened out and is upset about it. I was going to leave to find her when something shinny caught my vision.

Her locket.

I grabbed it and knew that something was very wrong. She never takes it off and by the looks of it it was ripped of because the chain is broken and the same as her anklet. Then I found a letter for me on my pillow I grabbed it and leaned back when my hand touched something wet. I looked to see it was her pillow. Why was she crying??

I opened the letter and my heart dropped

Dear Erik

goodbye

I wish you many happiness

And I pray we with never meet again

I'm sorry that I was an embrassment to you

But now I'm gone

And you don't have to worry about me any more

All I wanted is for you to

say that you'll love me

every waking moment

Turn my thought into summer time

To share each morning evening and night with you

But I was just hoping and asking for to much

Goodbye Erik

From Christine

Love you

I dropped the note with tears in my eyes and ran as fast as I could. I had to find her. I ran and ran until her sent lend to a stop which was on the end of tertiary.

I fell to the ground crying. I knew what had happen she was ready ready to give me her innocents but then she must of over heard me and ran away heart broken. I cant believe I said all those things. And I regret them and now know that's what makes her perfect but it's to late. My mate the only one that love me for me not for a title and she was amazing beautiful loving and caring and is hurt and gone and I can't find hit anyone because it was my fault. My wolf howled in pain. Pain of losing his mate our mate. And it was all my fault.