†Invisible†

Four

KAI'S POV

All I see is her face, shining beautifully. I finish packing my stuff as she walks in. "Hey I have to take a shower," she says. "Oh I'll get out I say grabbing my Peace Tea. "No, its okay," she gives me a grin and walks into the bathroom. Is she playing with my mind? I have no idea all I know is that I need to keep her safe like she is for me. Its like I would be doing her a favor ya'know.
I hear the shower turn off and the door open. She walked out with a towel on. "Just need to,get my clothes," she says. "I can leave," I say in awe at her body and how the curving is perfect. "My eyes are up here," she laughed jokingly. "Oh right yea, I almost forgot you had them," I chuckled as her crystal blue eyes shine when the light hits them. I think of the old times when we were little. We used to be so close. She used to tell me that she loved me. "Can I ask you something?" I see her eyes blink multiple times. "Yep ask away!" I say as I sit down on the bed. "How long do you want to stay here?" She asks. "As long as I can, I don't like being alone, it brings back the suicidal thoughts, all the thoughts of me being alone my whole life, all of them," I say as I plop my body down on the bed like I was shot. "I'm so sorry," she plops next to me Reaching for my hand and grabbing it softly. "I..," I can see the sadness in her eyes, they are awfully wet. "I... I really care about you, you know that right?" She asks. I move my head closer to hers. "Yea, I do," I say as she blushes. I move my hair out of my face as I don't see it coming but she kisses me. She is trying to access my mouth with her tongue of course I let her. She starts to kiss down my neck. Slightly biting it. I grab her side.
She slips off my shirt revealing my flat stomach. She smiles midkiss. I feel her slipping off her shirt, I didn't wanna look down and be impolite so I just stay in the moment her kinda violently kissing me, and I kinda enjoyed it. She is rubbing my stomach kinda slightly tickling it. She is unbuttoning my black skinny jeans. She slips them off gracefully. I slip off her pajama bottoms.
-After-

"Did we just?" I feel her panting. "I think we did just.." I say kinda tired. "Did you enjoy it?" She asks slowing down her breathing. "Yea, kinda.." I say ashamed. "Why do you sound so sad?" She asked. "I just had the best time of my life, and you are pouting about it," she says laughing. "Hey, I enjoyed it too, but you have a boyfriend!" I say sitting up. "So, he doesn't love me," she responds staring at the ceiling. "So, he is still your boyfriend!" I grab my shirt and put it on quickly. "Kai, it is O-fucking-Kay," she responds sighing. "I would rather fuck you in secret then have no outlet and kill myself," she responds looking at me. "Because you make me happy.." She says looking down as she stands up. "Why?.." I say as she puts her clothing back on. "Because Kai, I care about you, I love you Kai," she says brushing her hair violently. "I are about you too it is just..." "What the fuck is it kai?' She asks. "I don't know.." I respond looking down. "Come here," she says. I still don't have any pants on but I go over to her anyway. "Look at me," she says. I look up at her face which is slightly teary. She kisses me. "Kai, I love you, I have loved you since I new what the fuck love was.." She says slightly taking her lips off of mine. "And I know that but-" she puts her mouth back on mine. This time holding it for a moment. She grabs the back of my head so I don't pull away. Then suddenly the door opens. "Sweetie, who is this?" I hear kinda a older womans voice. She pulled away quickly. "He is my friend he will be staying here a while he is kind a sad," she says not completely lying. "Okay, dinner will be done soon," she says. "Okay," she responds. When I hear the door shut she kisses me again. This time short but rememberable. "Kai," she says grabbing a ChapStick from her pocket. She is redoing her lips. "Yea Maddi," I say slightly walking away. "Will you do me this big favor, and don't bring up the sex, abuse, or kissing to my mom, she really fucking hates it," she says setting the ChapStick on her dresser. She falls onto the bed sighing. "You okay, Miss. Depressing." I ask laughing. She quietly says something under her breath. "But seriously are you Okay?" I ask again this time worried. "Yea I am fine, I just have a upset tummy," she says rubbing her small stomach. "Tummy?" I asked mockingly. "Yes it is my tummy," she laughs. "Ow," she says sitting up and grabbing a black punch full of something. "What is that?" I ask fold my legs into criss-cross-applesause. "Oh just nothing that would interest you," she says taking a yellowish pill. "Tell me SENPAI!!" I say Senpai with exaggeration. "Its just birth control," she says calmly. I freak out in my head for some fucking reason. "Oh, Lol," I say not laughing.
We walk downstairs for dinner. "Mrs. Black," I say calling her by her last name. "You can just call me Emma," she says placing Salad on the table. "Oh okay, I have a question," I say. "Yes?" She asks setting some soda on the table. "How long can I stay with you guys," I ask kinda sipping my Dr. Pepper. "Uh as long as you want!" She says sitting down. Her phone rings. "Fuck!" She screams at the top of her lungs. "Oh sorry," she says. "It is okay I have heard a lot worse," I say reassuring her. She walks into the next room. "Hey Mad," I say looking at her. "Yea Kaiton," she laughs,"don't call me that you bitch!" I say joking. "Back!" Emma says. "Okay,"
We eat and I enjoy the food. I see Maddi isn't really eating again. "What is wrong?" I ask her softly while her mom does the dishes. "Nothing," she says twirling her thumbs. I grab her hand and sigh. "I need to go somewhere tonight is that okay?" I tell her. "Okay," She says kinda depressed like. "Hun, are the pills not working?" He mom asks coming into the dining room. "Uh I have to go somewhere." I say grabbing my black jacket and leaving the house.

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Hey guys sorry it too so long! I have been busy lately, I am already thinking of the next chapter.