Let the world take my smile away let it take my love, my compassion, take it all away for I have nothing left to lose. I don't know how to do it I don't know how to be, I am always left behind, I get stabbed in the back and thrown away again. I'm always picked last or sometimes not at all, but I guess, in the end, it doesn't matter, it seems I'm doomed to fall. If I died today the earth would not quake, the sky's would not cry, for I am a small piece of this puzzle, but the piece that has one color no character, no life, no love and no light.
With this dark and scary night I lie awake in bed hanging onto my sanity but only by a thread, the rope that once held together every piece of me but now only hangs there in one little strand keeping me up. One very slight movement could break this tiny thread, that is why I lie here in my tiny bed, hoping for the release from this dark platitude of a world or to find the next rope that keeps me ahold.
I get out of my bed to try to find hope, the hope that ones been seeking since life has grabbed ahold, the only way to escape they say is to put in all the work but there is no way to escape the life you live with everyday. This is the reason why I give it all away. For with the grief I bear is not to much to pay, but the grief I bear is more than one to say. The last thing I would ever want is to leave this planet earth without them being assured, the way I want to live is not a way of life but the way I want to be and not just to the eye.
The fire that burns deep down inside me is visible through my eyes if anyone cares to look. My shadow makes me invisible from the naked eye, this is the reason why people don't see the fire deep down in my eyes, which is also the reason why no one hears my cry. So here I am just me alone in my thoughts, thinking of all the dreams I have locked in me, the only way to get them out is to express my self and I, but in the end it's always gonna die for no one can let me be the person that I am because they are better than me and much more than I am.
But like I said before. It. Doesn't. Matter.
