The Girl I Love

everyone's eyes

I sit in class looking out at the window wondering when will this period ever end. Then I get pulled out of my trance by my teacher saying there is a new girl in class.She is medium height. Slightly pale and has short to medium length black hair and her name is Amelia. She is odd compared to everyone else at our school we all grew up in town and nobody ever moves here and I mean nobody.She is wearing black and purple which isn't that odd but the darkness of the purple make her more interesting.I like most kids in my class are looking at her in awe like she had just walked in and murdered someone oh god I wonder what she is thinking  of us all gawking at her. So I quickly turned my head back towards the window and wait patiently for the bell. Which took to long foe my likings cause my teacher sat Amelia next to me so everyone was eyeing me the entire period.which is really awkward. I mean the person who wants to be ignored everyone is looking at because the cute new girl sits near him. oh I almost forgot my name is Bradley I know how generic but in a generic town u get a generic name. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to live somewhere else and not be in this basic 1950s town god damn it it is 2016 and I can't even swear in front of my parents like what the fuck that decade was almost 70 years ago get over it. I don't even know what I am saying anymore I just keep in rambling someone help I have no clue what to do I feel like their gazes are piercing my soul.