"You never cared about me"
I said looking straight into his eyes
Mixed emotion's showed in his face
"Of course I did"
Anger boiled up inside me
"Stop! Stop lying! All you cared about and all you ever will care about is the fame!"
Jasmine's POV •A week later• Okay so today we leave for Magcon. We leave at 4pm, so I get out of bed and start to get ready
I start to get dressed but stop when I see my reflection in the mirror, I lift up my top and look at my stomach
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(I love this because it's acc the girl I've used as the character in the photo)
I pull my top back down in shame, I'm still not skinny enough.
But what is 'skinny enough' when I'm so skinny I'm dead in a hospital bed?
I want to stop this I do, I want to go back to when it was all simple...
I shake the thought off to the back of my head and carry on getting ready
I put on black leggings and a grey crop top jumper that luckily doesn't show too much of my stomach, it's April so it's warm out, I wouldn't survive in a full jumper and any way, this material is thin
I then head to the bathroom as I had a shower last night and I'll get one after our plane journey , so I brushed my teeth and then added some lip stick and mascara, not too much. Then brushed my hair and pulled some of it back so it looked like this -
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(Same girl again ay just imagine her jumper is grey in the pic tho)
I left the bathroom, grabbed my phone and started walking downstairs, I opened my screen and checked the time
10.00am
Okay so I have a few hours till I have to get everything packed. Yes I pack at last minute?
I got to the bottom step and looked up to see Cameron look over at me and smile "hey, ready for today?"
"Guess so" I chuckled and walked over to him, taking a seat with him as he ate his bowl of weetabix
