Relationship Status. ON HOLD.

**BONUS**

**Please read the authors note at the end it could be very beneficial to you hint hint😏**

"Good morning babe" I said as I kissed his cheek and rolled out of bed to go and get the kids ready. As I crawled off the bed he smacked my ass remarkably hard, and I looked back in surprise he winked at me. I laughed and walked out of the room and down the hall to wake up BJ and Karmen. When I opened Karmen's door I found them both in her room asleep and I didn't have the heart to wake them. They both looked peaceful which is something I'm used to seeing in Karmen but in BJ it melted my heart. With a sigh I took a picture of the two of them and closed the door. I sent the picture to Briennon and she responded back quickly even though it was 8:30 in the morning.

Briennon: omg they to cute....but who's the boy??

Me: that's BJ Karmen's brother n he lives wit us now lol

Briennon: dang when that happen you ain't even tell me I had a new god child lol

Me: ik girl n I'm sorry I forgot ive just been so busy lol.....I'm coming up if that's coo wit you lol

Briennon: yea girl you kno its coo wit me lol

When I got that text I quickly grabbed a bowl filled it with strawberries and walked up the stairs. The whole way there I was debating whether or not to tell her that I had had sex two nights before or not. Knock knock knock. "It's open girl." Briennon called out to me with a giggle, I shook my head and opened the door I walked in to find Briennon sitting on her living room floor painting her toenails and I laughed even harder. Once our laughter ended we finally started talking. "What's up buttercup?" Briennon asked and I found myself slipping back to the old days, instead of in an apartment we were in my basement keeping a safe distance from the boys because separation was healthy.

"Have you ever wondered where time went?" I asked in response and she gave me a weird look. "I mean seriously think about it B we're juniors in college next semester and I have two kids and I'm engaged. It feels like just yesterday Karmen wasn't even thought of, let alone here in the world." I said with a sigh and lying flat on my back. Briennon followed suit as she sighed probably thinking about what I said.

"You're right, I mean I turn 21 in two months and I'm only just now realizing it. Life is moving quickly and has been ever since we met the boys honestly." She said and I nodded in agreement, everything was a blur from before I met them but in recent years I don't think I have a single memory with out at least one of them. 

"You remember when we first moved in here?" I said with a laugh, she laughed in response.

"Girl do I Tirus complained about nearly everything and dreams couldn't stop crying cause Bryan was cheating again." She said while laughing and the scene played out in my head.

*****3 years earlier*****

We unlocked the front door of the huge apartment complex and walked inside, I held my breath and grabbed Xavier's hand. I sighed and walked into the closest apartment Xavier was about to protest but I shot him a look. "If we live on the bottom floor we can't wake the neighbors and they won't know what we're doing."  I whispered rather seductivly  into his ear as I grabbed a handful of his shirt. He glanced down at me his eyes darkened in lust and I smiled up at him sweetly then gave him a wink and walked in. 

It was completely atrocious, the walls were plain, the carpet was white, the kitchen was white. The entire apartment was plain and so white that it was blinding, I could tell my mother had designed it and the simple thought of her being in here made me cringe. Xavier sinced my uneasiness and squeezed my hand for comfort. "This is good, it's all white so painting over it should be pretty easy right DD." He said and I nodded trying to remain positive , or as positive as I possibly could when I specifically told her I wanted black not white but it's fine we can paint over all of it.