Loneliness - my entire childhood was filled with the constant torment my family put me through. I barely had anyone to talk to who i could be myself with. The few people i had like my aunt Baba who loved me when nobody else did. We were eventually seperated and i was left alone again. My closest friend, Wu Chun-mei couldnt know about my situation. When her and some of my other friends attempted to suprise me, they were kicked out and had discovered my sad reality. My family sent me to a boarding school in tianjin where i continued to grow further and further from my family and friends. I became almost completely isolated from everyone.