Love In The Lights (Harry Styles)

Chapter 12

Vanessa's POV

Once I had recomposed myself, I got the bowl of chips and made my way to my home theater.

I walked in to find Harry looking through the variety of movies, I made my way over to my little confession stand and grabbed some gummy bears and chocolate. "What do you want to drink?"

"Uhm, this may be a bit weird but, do you have apple juice?" I looked up and smiled, already grabbing a bottle of Apple juice for me and now one for him.

"I love Apple juice," I said sitting on the couch. Harry came over shortly, sitting down on the couch/chair also.

"But Orange juice has a special place in my heart." Harry laughed, "You're something else, ya know that." I rolled my eyes, shaking my head.

"What movie did you pick?" I asked as I started to eat some chips.

"Uh, The Babadook. Have you heard of this?"Harry said showing me the case as he looked at the other variety of movie options. I took it from his hands, " Yeah, I started watching it at the worst time. I had a super long day and I was completely exhausted. I didn't even get to the first 2 minutes before I fell asleep."

"Hm, well, do you wanna watch or or, do you uhm, prefer something else?"Harry asked.

"No we can watch it."Harry nodded and put the movie into the DVD player and turned on the projector. The movie started shortly after.

* During the movie*

I was sitting criss cross as I stared at the the huge screen, while Harry was sitting with his knees pulled up to his chest.

"Are you okay?" I asked, drinking some apple juice after. "Hm, yeah. Yeah. Uh, yeah, of course." Harry responded.

I narrowed my eyes looking at him, He was lying. I smiled a bit. I didn't think Harry would be scared, but I obviously thought wrong. I moved back and over to him. Grabbing his arm, putting it around me. Harry relaxed a little and put his legs down, only for mines to go over his as I rested my head on his chest.

Harry smiled and put his hand on my thighs and his other on my lower back.

I smiled as this seemed like everything I was craving for the longest. It was honestly a instagram worthy moment. I grabbed my phone,quickly took a picture of us both smiling. 'Don't you just love movies?' I captioned the photo.

Harry took my phone out of my hands and looked at my wallpaper. "Who is this?"

I glanced at my phone and directed my eyes back to the movie, "Ashley Benson. She was on Spring breakers with me. And she is kind of my ex." I said with ease. "Ex.. As in your ex girlfriend?" I quietly nodded my head yes.

"Does that bother you?" I asked looking up at him now. "No, no no. I was just a tad surprised yeah? I didn't know you decided to become a lesbian." I laughed as I sat up straight. "No Harry, I am bisexual. I like dick and pussy." I said cuddling back up against him.

"Oh thank God." Harry said in relief.

*After the Movie*

"Well that movie will definitely scare me for life," Harry said putting the bowl in the sink. I giggled slightly, throwing away our garbage. " Oh come on, it wasn't that scary. If anything it was funny. "

"You're a sick human being."

I laughed, hopping up on the island,swinging my legs back and fourth. "So what is it like in England,  I've only ever been there once. And that was for a Highschool Musical concert." Harry stood between my legs, "It's beautiful, not as beautiful as you though." I smiled as I felt my cheeks heat up. I sighed as I put my hands on his shoulders, slight goving him a small message, "This feels.. Nice" I said closing my eyes.

I felt Harry push some hair out of my face, "What feels nice?" Harry asked softly. Even though my eyes were closed, I could feel Harry staring at me. I smiled, taking a deep breath before answering.

"Feeling safe, Feeling delicate.. Fragile even? I don't know, but thank you, I haven't felt like this... in a long time." I wrapped my arms around his neck, bringing him closer to me. Harry wrapping his own arms around my lower back, pulling me into him as well.

I laid my head on his shoulder lightly, breathing in his scent. "Vanessa, what happened with You and Zac?"

I opened my eyes, blinking slowly I brought my head up. My blue eyes staring into his green ones, "Things just wasn't the same between us anymore." I said shrugging my shoulders. "That's it, I don't really want to talk about it."

"Okay Ness, I just want you to know that I am always here for you, if you want to ever talk about anything."

I rolled my eyes as I pushed him back, jumping off the island. I walked to the sink after I grabbed the empty bowl. I sat it down before grabbing my hair and pushing it to the top of my head.

Hearing him say that pissed me off to no extent. I've heard that so many times by, so many people. That had to be the number one thing that I hated about always being under the spot light.

You can never completely trust anyone in this type of business, this type of lifestyle. That is the only reason that I didn't have many celebrities as friends. I always just stuck with the people that I grew up with. That's how it has always been.

I shook my head, grabbing on to the sink tightly, looking down a bit. I wasn't cut out for this. I wasn't ready to open up to Harry, or even think of having him in my life, when, I wasn't even sure I wanted to be alive anymore..

"Ness, is everything okay?" Harry said walking over to me, putting his arms around me as he gave me a hug from behind. "I am sorry Harry, but I think you should go. I have a lot of stuff to get done. But I'll call you tomorrow okay?"

I saw a flash of hurt in his eyes. "Okay Love." I followed Harry out of my kitchen to the front door. He opened the door, but before he could walk out,  I grabbed his arm and gently placed a soft kiss on his cheek. He gave me a smile smile before placing his warm, soft lips on my forehead. I sighed happily, closing my eyes in the process.

I heard Harry's car door open, and shortly after his engine roared to life. I opened my eyes and watched him drive away.

I closed the door and pressed my back against it. Sliding down, I pressed my hands to my face in frustration.

"Why am I like this?"
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Man, Vanessa needs to get her life in order lol
Harry's song is out and i am emotionally unstable so yeah. But it's beautiful. I honestly dont think they are getting back together.. Not edited sorrryy I just got finish taking the SAT and just ughhh
-Cami 💕