My Life (deep thoughts, rants, things that run through my head, + much more!)

Burned Bridges

     Why should I support you if you
were never there to catch me when I fell? That is Okay... All of our bridges are burned, lost, and forgotten. I'm patiently waiting for you to fall and expect me to catch you. Will I? No. The fight that you caused over something so ridiculous, especially when I was just joking, burned our bridges. I always said nice things to you. YOU DIDN'T CARE! When I told you I cut myself and I wanted to die, YOU DIDN'T CARE!! You even called me fat, stupid, and so much more...
     When somebody brings you down,
don't even try to come back to me because the bridges are burned.
     Just like you did with me... I WON'T CARE!!!! YOU HURT ME, LEFT ME DEPRESSED AND BROKEN! NOW IT IS YOUR TURN TO SEE HOW IT FEELS!!

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                 What I wrote it for:
     I thought I had met the perfect friend... Her name was Katherine. In the beginning we got along quite well. I told her many nice things but all I ever got was "Thanks" in return. Never got even half of the millions of nice things I said to that girl. Instead, she once called me fat and it hurt pretty bad. Joking or not... It stings.
     One day I told her I had cut myself and honestly wanted to die I hated my life soooo much. I could tell she didn't care; all she did was give me a blank look.
     I even asked her if she cared and this was her response...
"Not really..... I never thought you would do that I'm kind of stunned!" She really didn't care...
     A few weeks ago, she used a caption on Instagram that I had used a few days before that. Jokingly, I commented, "Why did you steal my caption?" She replied, "Everybody uses that caption."
     Once again I had said these words in a joking matter, "Yeah but I used that caption a few days ago" I even put a laughing face at the end to show I was joking. But she replied, "If I were you I would get over it." And, "It's not the end of the world ya know!" Even after you could tell I was joking with her.
     Then I got really mad. All of her friends started to gang up on me by replying and direct messaging me telling me to chill and totally roasting me. She even told some of them thank you.
     I was joking with her and now she wants to do all of this to me? She doesn't care if I wanted to die? She never complimented me in anyway... Clearly not a true friend and the reason why OUR BRIDGES ARE BURNED!!!!
     When she gets hurt, I don't want her to text her and to act like she is all sorry because she hurt me!!!!

     So that is the first part of my story and I hope you enjoyed this. I will be making more soon and remember that all of these are based on my real life so I'm writing from the heart and honestly trying my best to be a good writer.

Xoxo💋- Lexi❤️