"Age, it's just a number. Right? So then why can't I have the man I love? My parents say it's because I'm too old but I don't understand it. He's only 7 years older than me. My mom dated and married a man that was 9 years older than her."
"But you're parents genuinely hate each other now, the only reason they talk to each other is because they had two kids together."
I roll over on my stomach. "I guess so, but I'm a fucking adult she can't just tell me that I have to break up with someone just because she doesn't like that he's a few years older. Not only that but she also said I won't be able to communicate with her ever if I keep on dating him."
"Yeah that's kind of bullshit but what are you gonna do (Y/N)." Raven says.
I bury my soaked eyes into another tissue. Despite Rave being my best friend she sucks ass when it comes to cheering me up.
We sit there in silence while Whip It, one of my favorite movies, plays in the back ground. "I just wish I had a relationship like Ellen Paige and Landon Pigg's characters where we could fuck in a pool, scratch that I just wish I had Ian." I say as I start sniffling again.
I'm not gonna lie I'm very embarrassed to be crying in front of Raven I mean she's never seen me in this state of sadness. She usually see's the happy (Y/N) but not today. Instead she's seeing (Y/N) in her first stage of crippling depression.
"Well if I'm being perfectly honest (Y/N)," she says as she starts to cuddle me (no homo), "I'm sure you'll find some hot piece of ass because you're a hot piece of ass."
The only piece of ass I want Is Ians though.
My ears start to ring as I hear my phone play Fergalicious by Fergie. I picked up my phone to see Ian calling. My body started heating up, my eyes were getting wetter by the second, and it was getting harder to breathe. I wanted to answer but I knew I couldn't.
"Hey I have to get going to work but maybe we can talk about your current state of depression afterwords."
"Okay, bye Raven!" I say trying to hold back tears.
As Raven left I couldn't help but think about all the memories Ian and I had together and how what I had got ruined because my moms kind of a cunt.
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Memories (A Reader X Idubbbz fanfiction)
FanfictionYou've kind of been seeing someone for the past two years that your parents don't know about because well they haven't talked to you for those two years. When you finally get in contact with your parents again they tell you it's not acceptable to da...
