You Were Different

Night After Night

Seconds after seconds, minutes after minutes, hours after hours, days after days and sometimes even months after months I'd think about you. How you used to coax me in that bittersweet love. When you wrapped your warm, strong arms around me and told me sweet little nothings in my ear. I don't know if you ever knew but, I never really did think you were bad. All those warnings everyone told me never seemed to steer me away from you. They told me you were horrible. Told me that, "us" could never happen because deep down everyone knew I wouldn't be able to hold on much longer, to keep you on the leash no matter how hard you tugged. They all knew, and I think I did too, that we would never last. It was a summer night dream for me, but another day for you. A night full of drinks and laughter brought us together tightly. I still remember the way you touched me, as if I was so little, so fragile that one sudden movement could break me into pieces. My hand tangled in your messy, dark locks, as we kissed feverishly. So desperate we were. We tore at each other hungrily and passionately. It was absolutely breathtaking, that night was one I could not, no never, forget. Your beautiful, sculpted face staring down at me with such needy eyes, we were bound to rip each other apart. It was as if we were destined to this. To become these disgusting monsters who undeniably need and want each other the second they lay eyes on one another. But quickly, that passion faded, as if it was never there to begin with. My doubts were starting to grow, what they said was true. We became distant with each other, we barely held contact either. Soon you were just a faded memory in my mind of that night. The night you held me so dearly close to your chest. The night you loved me. Now as I watch the sky, I look at the stars wondering if you are staring at the same sky, looking at the same stars, and hoping the same thing in my mind, to be able to love and cherish each other night after night.

Author's Note:
Hi sorry this chapter is short I just wanted you guys to get to know a little bit about the main character. Her name will be mentioned in the next chapters, hopefully. Now that that's cleared out of the way, if you haven't noticed the main characters are the girl and the mysterious guy who end up loving each other every night for a couple of months till he grows tired of her and ends up forgetting about her leaving her alone to deal with these feelings of lost and hopelessness. If you have any questions you can comment them and I'll try to answer them, love you <3