i'll stand by you (R5 fan fiction)

chapter 2

i was confused why is he here?

" w-why are you leaving? were you crying?" he said

"i um... i g-got to g-go" i said shaking my wrist out of his wrist

i walked out of the building and looked back he was standing there watching me walk away...

i got to my house and opened the door i jogged to my room and just cryed my eyes out

great just great 1 more person knows i have a eating disorder ( dat right there is sarcasm ) i couldn't take it anymore i went to my bathroom and i opened that cabinet and grabbed my razor. i carefully removed 1 of the blades

i took a deep breath and i put the blade on my wrist, i made a cut it was not really deep i did another cut near the first one i did, i did 3 more cuts know there is like a river of blood coming down my arm, i was crying even more . i turned on the faucet and pit my arm under it i hissed at the pain. after my cuts weren't bleeding anymore i went to my room.

it was only 2:35, ugh what am i gonna do for the rest of the day?!?! ooh i could go to that girls Rydel's house maybe she is still in school i pull my sweater over my head and grab my keys, i start my car and drive to school.

i drive up and park i get out and look for rydel she told me that her brother drives her home the weird thing is i dont know who her brothers are were they the ones that were at the lunch table? eh ill find out eventually, i was walking when i saw a familiar blonde girl. it was rydel.

" Hey r-r-Rydel!" i screamed and stuttered

ugh i hate it when i stutter i sound so weird when i do...

"hey" Rydel says

"so y-ya wa-wanna h-h-hang out?"

"yeah sure i will just need to go home and drop off my stuff"

"do y-you w-w-wannna r-ride?"

" sure let my just text my brother and tell him"

"ok"

she texted her brother and we went to my car, we git in and she told me were she lived its actually really close to my house it about a 15 minute walk from here to there.

"you can come in and say hi to everyone" rydel said

"o-ok" i said

we walked inside and she led me to the living room to meet her family 1 thing i didn't expect to see was riker ross and the others were all sitting there

"um..h-hi g-guys" i said really shy

"yeah thats riker, ross, ryland, rocky, ratliff and our parents mark and stormie" all of them waved there hands when rydel said there names.

this is weird the kid ryland is staring at me, does he like me he just met him anyways

"well me and sophia are gonnna go to the mall anyone else wanna come...i doubt that none if y-" Rydel got cut off by ryland

"I WANNA COME!" he screamed

we all laughed. Ryland and Rydel got ready while i sat on there couch in the living room. it was silent the awkward kind i was next to ratliff and riker and i was squished next to riker yay.(sarcasm)

"sophia were did you go after lunch, i didn't see you after?" rocky asks

"i um...wasn't feeling good" i said

riker looked at me and ross looked at riker. what's taking so long guys! finally they came back downstairs he go out the door and we go in my car ryland sits in the back because he is the youngest (16), i drive and rydel is right next to me. we arrive at the mall in 25 minutes

"w-w-were h-here" i stutter

they got out of the car and we start walking ryland walks right next to me, our hands are brushing against each other. we went in a bunch of stores until we went in this jewelry store me and rydel were looking at necklaces ryland was right behind me

"l-look a-at t-t-this one!" i said

it was actually really pretty it was a pink-ish color and its in the shape of a heart it was beautiful! they took it out and i looked at it, oh my gosh i want this so bad!

after about 30 minutes looking at jewelry we finally started walking some more. after a long time of walking we started going back to my car

Rylands POV

Sophia was looking at this really nice necklace at the jewelry store we spent like 30 minutes, ok i have to admit something...i like Sophia there i said! i know I'm only 16 and she is 18 but that's only two years its not that much of a difference i want to ask her out so bad but I'm afraid she would say no-

oh my gosh i know what i could do to win her over!!!

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OOH SECOND CHAPTER HOW YA LIKE IT? HOW DO YOU THINK RY-RY IS GOING TO WIN OVER SOPHIA? I DO HAHA

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

RYLAND IS THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESNT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND IN THE STORY IR LATER IN THE STORY COULD 1 LUCKY GIRL BE HIS GIRL?

LIKE REALLY ISN'T HE JUST SO ADORABLE!!!!!