Title: I'm In Great Pain
Author: Nik_steer03
Characters: Raine Walker
Zenon Walker III
Zara Belles
Raine's POV
Staring at the windshield,I saw a couple breaking up with each other. Then something popped in my mind,siguro magiging ganito din kami ni Zenon pag nalaman niya ang tungkol sa akin. Actually were already married 1 year ago,but we did not love each other, I mean mahal ko siya pero hindi niya ako mahal. Saklap diba? Galit kasi siya sa akin because he was forced to marry me by his dad. At first ayaw niya dahil may girlfriend siya but suddenly he agreed because his father threatened him na kukunin lahat ng bagay na meron siya if hindi siya papayag. He had no choice that time but to marry me.
I was happy that time to know na ipapakasal kami dahil crush ko siya,ever since I met his gray eyes,hindi na tumitigil ang utak ko sa kakaisip sa kanya. But I was happy just that time,because now,he already changed into an awful person. He treats me like an object na parang hindi ako nasasaktan,he says crude words to me all the time at halos hindi niya ako mabigyan ng time. Palagi nalang siyang late umuuwi pag gabi,and most of all he has too high expectation on me.
A loud horn returns my consciousness,I hurriedly started the engine and drove fast to our house. As I stepped in,I saw him with Zara,his girlfriend. Yeah,you read it right. Hindi sila naghiwalay kahit kasal na kami ni Zenon,that's how they love each other's comfort.
"Hey babe,your wife Raine has returned."maarte niyang sabi habang tinuturo ako
"Don't mind her,she has nothing to do with us!"walang pakialam na sabi naman ng hayop kong asawa.
Ang kakapal talaga ng mga mukha nila eh,noh? Umalis nalng ako at nagtungo sa kwarto ko,and yes,magkaiba ang kwarto namin. Pagkatapos kong maligo at magbihis,I heard the engine of the car started. Agad kong tiningnan ang relo ko at 10:30 na pala ng gabi. Sinilip ko iyon sa bintana mula sa kwarto ko at nakita kong ihahatid niya pala ang oh-so-not-gorgeous niyang babe. Mas maganda pa nga ako dun eh,make up lang ang maganda sa kanya,akala niya naman maganda siya. Che,makatulog na nga,badtrip!!
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Maaga akong nagising dahil hindi ako mapakali,iniisip ko kasi kung papaano ko sasabihin sa kanya,baka lalo lang siyang magalit at baka itakwil niya ako. But I didn't mind that thoughts of mine,I still went towards him with a strong personality and I already prepared myself for what will happen next. Pagdating ko sa office niya,agad kong binuksan ang pintuan and his office name plate,Zenon Walker III greets me.
Inilibot ko ang tingin ko sa office niya but his shadow didn't came out. Agad din naman akong umalis at hinanap siya. Pero saan-saan na ako pumupunta eh hindi ko pa rin siya mahanap. Magsisimula na sana akong hanapin siya ng biglang tumunog ang phone ko. I fished my phone in my pocket and saw Zenon's name in the phone's screen. I clicked his message and read it.
---I'm here at *****. Pumunta ka rito because I have something to tell you!---
Hindi ko na siya nireplayan at dali-daling nagdrive papunta sa kanya.
Zenon's POV
Andito ako sa labas ng bahay namin sa Tagaytay,nakatayo habang tinatanaw ang mga bituin. I turned my head aside and saw her running towards me. She's already here.
"I'm sorry!"sabi ko habang nakayuko
"Anong I'm sorry?"naguguluhan niyang tanong
"I want an annulment papers. I want us to be divorced and I don't want us to be committed again."I said directly to her,isang nakangiti at nasasaktan na mga mata ang nakita ko sa kanya
"Bakit? Bakit ngayon pa?"tanong niya. I knew she's just keeping her tears to fell down
Raine's POV
Bakit ngayon pa?,yan ang umiikot sa isip ko ngayon. Isang tanong ang tinanong ko na sana hindi ko nalang tinanong dahil mas lalo pa pala akong masasaktan.
"Zara's pregnant and I'm...the father."isang sagot niya na gumunaw ng mundo ko. I was still in shock but I managed to stay still.
"Paano ako? Paano kami? Hindi mo ba inisip ang mararamdaman ko? Oo nga pala noh,ni minsan hindi mo pala ako inisip so bakit mo ako iisipin."Still managing my tears not to fell down like a waterfalls
"That's not true!! Iniisip kita pero mas nasa isip ko siya dahil may dadating na kami na anak."
"Kung alam ko lang na ganito ang mangyayari,di sana di nalang ako pumayag na ipakasal ako sayo. Edi sana umurong nalng ako,hindi sana ako masasaktan ng ganito!"at hindi ko na napigilan,kusang pumatak nalang ang mga luha ko kasabay ng pagpatak ng ulan. He stepped closer to me but I stepped back.
"Kailan ko kaya maririnig yung "please,wag ka mawawala". Palagi nalang kasing "sige,bahala kana"."mahina kong sambit,sapat lang para marinig niya
"I'm really sorry Raine,maybe we are not just meant to be."then umalis na siya,leaving me hanging in pain.
Wish I was strong enough to say that I was also carrying his....child. Umiiyak lang ako habang naglalakad sa isang malakas na ulan,regretting why did I not tell him the truth. The feeling you feel when you've just done something you wish you haven't. You would give anything just to turn back the hands of time & correct all your mistakes,but it's already too late. I really regret marrying the man I love. I dearly regret marrying him. It's too late now,what's done is done. Yet the pain lasts forever.
My story ends here,saying that,"Just like the rain,you can't count my tears".
