Hi diary i haven't write in so long
i kinda miss you,you know
I miss those times when i was happy and so i didn't want to forget anything back then,so I wrote and wrote and wrote.
You were like my best friend those days
but after that happend,I didn't have the courage to take you in my hands but now while i was cleaning the attic i found you in a box
I felt nostalgia for those days
my happiest days while he was in my heart.
To tell you the truth he still is ,I dont think i will be able to forget him anytime
and Im glad i have something to remind me of him One little baby
even if he isn't with us
I will try to do everything for my baby
I will be her mother and her father.
I know it isn't his fault
he belongs with her ,but it isnt my fault either cuz first we were just co-workers then we became friends but while we were spending time together something happend,something changed and we were falling in love with each other , one kiss, one night and it changed everything for us .
We woke up but both of us knew that this won't last cuz he belonges with her .I didn't want to steal him from her I know it was late for that we slept together, but they were getting engaged i didn't want to destroy her life.
At least I found a reason to continue life .
She was a good girl she didn't deserve the pain we would cause her
so I made my mind and finished our "relationship" if i could call that .
I miss him so much,I miss talking to him
I used to talk with him for so many things for every problem in my life
he was like my rock
but everything changed and know i can't see him anymore and
I wont tell him about our little girl because that would just complicate things .
