"Can I trust you?" I knew he was going to say yes who says no to that question. "i think you can but that's your desition" josh tells me I've skipped 3 days of school sleepers got up are went back to bed all thinking about trust Shelby's comming back tomarrow. I've been staying at Josh's for 5 days with out medication with out cloths I just wore his and I think he liked that. And today was the day I was going to tell him. "Well as you know I have problems" I said then fake laughed he didn't even smile so I scooted away but his strong arms held me close I was so close to telling him that other time we were on this coach but this time we were eating strawberrys not grapes "yeah I guess" he finally replied. "Well I think I'm ready to talk about them" I said a little shaky but I was calmer around josh less attacks even with out medicine. I still couldn't sit still but neither could he so who cares. He mad me carless making sure I knew I was loved the only other person who could do that was shelby but she wasn't here. "Well I'm dyslexic one of the worse cases in the us." I told him he just nodded
"I have anxiety attacks alot" i said "I knew that one I figured that one out on my own" he told me "I have a case of add ADHD OCD almers and graphin disorder. I have my own disorder which mAkes me able to see everything differnt then other people. I have a problem with my eye and when I open my jaw my eye opens only one eye the right. I can't read anything but German and I'm not even German I see everything backwards but" I stopped I couldn't could I tell him my darkest secret probibly shelby didn't even know I'll save it for later. "But what baby?" he said how the heck is he still calling me baby after he's been told all of that I'm an alien I'm an einstin I can't be labeld as smart if I do they will test on me it's happend before I hated all the needles. "You make most of them go away josh I can't I can't do this to you I've already done it to shelby and jarred." he tensed at the name of another guy. "And your business I couldn't just do that I'm sorry I'll be going now" I said on the verge of tears. "Wait stay I still love you and will never stop monster what, and I have somthing to tell you too." e said
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Secrets. (Josh hutcherson)
Fiksi PenggemarHi I'm amber starwalker. I have some things I like to keep from people schools hard for me but when I meat somone the first boy I can trust in 7 years. but will he run when I tell him my secrets tell the whole world and have me killed or will he sav...
