Sleep

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"Thank all you guys for watching. And as always. I'll see you in the next video. Bu-bye!" I waved, smiling. I stopped after 5 seconds after I felt like that was a good amount of waving and turned off the camera. I leaned back in my chair and sighed deeply while rubbing my face. I checked the time. "2 am.." Damn that game was exhausting.

Pathetic

A voice mocked. I swiftly turned around. 'The fuck?' I muttered.
At first, I panicked. It sounded like it was right behind me.
After I didn't find anything, I assumed it was just me. We all bring ourselves down at times.
....

I swear I heard laughter.
...
Without realizing I had already brought myself to bed. PJs and all. I began to mumble to myself "I was just-.. what?"...I was so confused.
I felt a chill run across my shoulder. I put my hand on it as if to comfort it. I occasionally felt a muscle twitch. Tonight was certainly weird. I rolled to the side, hopefully, to get more comfortable.
I felt something in my hand.
I looked down to see my phone in my hand. ... I swear to god I was just lying by my side- anyway... it was open to Jack's Skype. I already sent a message apparently. I defiantly don't remember doing that. I kept going... but certain urges were practically ordering me what to type.
The text
Mark: hey
Jack: waddup
Mark: haha nothing, stupid :P
Jack: are you teasing me rn?
Mark: maybe
Jack: ...Mark go to sleep it's like 2 for you
Mark: no. I do not care
Jack: um alright.
Mark: actually I was wondering something.
Jack: yeah?
Mark: could you come over by next week?
Jack: seriously? :o
Mark: yeah
Jack: sure man! When abouts?
Mark: i dont mind. How about next weeks Wednesday? That's enough time to prepare right?
Jack: that'll be great! Thanks! I'll call you when you need to get your butt over to the airport
Mark: sounds good to me ;) see ya bby
Jack: Mark please
Mark: Mark yes
Jack: Mark stop
Mark: never
Jack: Mark why-
....
Jack: Mark don't do this.
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Some point near the end of that "conversation" with Jack I pretty much lost consciousness. But I remember still being up. Still being able to move. A grin plastered to my face. 'No idea what that was about. Probably the lack of sleep making the last moments a blur. Cause I pretty much just rolled over to sleep again. I'm just gonna tell myself it was all out of exhaustion......
It's not true probably....
B-but it's easy to not go mad thinking about that option....
....
Im perfectly fine... haha..
....
Sure you are
The same voice. Right next to my ear. But the voice didn't sound like anything. It was like a thought. Cause when you think about it ... a thought doesn't sound like anything at all really ... Enough of that. Why the fuck am I saying this to myself. To be honest I wasn't entirely ready to become my own enemy currently. ....
I checked the time.
"3am" .... time sure flies by huh.
Good job on this "get some sleep" thing. It was like i was teleporting through time.
.....
I opened Twitter
"Heya guys. Don't mind the fact its currently 3... but videos might be delayed tomorrow. I think I really need the sleep..like seriously." ... sure that'll work. Send.
I yawned and went to mute my alarm. I saw some of the positive feedback and smiled as I put my phone down. I might actually sleep for once. How about that?

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