Sweet Afflictions (Bwwm)

Chapter 42: I Want You Boy

"What are you doing here?", I asked her.

"I wanted to see you," she said, getting up from the stairs.

"Really? After all these years?", I asked, rolling my eyes.

"Fae you don't understa-

"Don't understand what? How you left me?!," I yelled.

"I'm bringing the kids in," Jackson whispered before going in the house.

"I had to leave. I wasn't happy Fae, your father and I-

"I don't give a shit. None of your excuses matter. A real mother would never NEVER abandon her child," I said, brushing past her.

I went into the house, feeling anger course through my body.

'Don't cry,' I said to myself.

"Fae!", I heard my mother yell outside. 

"Go away! I-I hate you!", I yelled. There was a silence and then I heard her footsteps disappearing in the distance.

Jackson tried to comfort me, but I just needed to be alone.

"I just need some alone time,'' I said, brushing him off.

Jackson's P.O.V.

"What's wrong with mommy?", Caeli asked.

"Mommy's mommy visited her and they're not on good terms," I said, watching as her and Sophie played dolls.

"Why?", She asked.

"It's grown folks business. Now what do y'all want to eat?", I asked, getting up from the couch.

"Pizza!", They exclaimed.

"You had pizza yesterday," I said, rolling my eyes.

"So?", Caeli said.

"I'm making sloppy joes," I said, going into the kitchen.

"Boo!," Caeli said, pouting.

I rolled my eyes and took out the meat grinder and some beef.

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Night came and I tucked Sophie and Caeli into bed.

Fae still seemed upset so I didn't really want to bother her.

"Goodnight babe," I said, giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Goodnight," she said.

I turned off the light and laid down. Fae sat up in bed and stared at the darkness.

"Are you still upset about your mom?", I asked her.

"I'm having second thoughts," she said.

"About what?", I asked.

"About us," she said, looking away from me.

"What? What did I do?", I asked sitting up.

"I-I think I might still be in love with Dimitri," she said.

"Are you fucking serious Fae? You're pregnant with my fucking baby not his,'' I said.

"I know and it was a mistake. I don't want to have this baby," she said.

"This is a fucking joke right? You're kidding," I said.

"No, I'm sorry,'' she said tears streaming down her face.

"How am I going to explain this to Caeli?", I asked.

"Just tell her I went away for a while," she said.

"Are you fucking serious? You know what get the fuck out!,'' I said, picking her up.

"Let me go!," She yelled wriggling out of my arms.

"I am letting you go,'' I said throwing her out the house.

I heard her gasp in pain and I noticed she landed on her stomach.

"Fuck! I'm sorry Fae," I said, going over to her.

"Get away from me! Go away!," She yelled backing away from me as tears streamed down her face.

''Fae I'm sorry," I said.

She wiped away her tears and ran away.
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Sorry I've been gone long. My teachers have been pilling work on me. There's so much I'm supposed to be doing now, but fuck it. I'm tired of working all week.