Unshed Tears [Kuroko no Basuke]

Chapter 1: Unsettling Discovery

FANDOM: Kuroko no Basuke

TITLE: Unshed Tears

AUTHOR: RazenshiaSapphire08

PAIRING(S): Everyone/Kuroko, GoM/Kuroko but eventual AkaKuro

GENRE(S): Friendship, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Angst (lots), Slice-of-Life, Fluff, Humor and Romance.

RATING: T (may raise up due to various reason such as the dark theme but never will be explicit)

SET TIME: Teiko Arc (Flashback) but main plot time is ... two years and a half passed after Winter Cup – Extra Game arc might not be included. (They are now, college students here)

SUMMARY: Slight AU. Kuroko Tetsuya loved him, even though he have someone else. He loved him even though he would never notice him more than as a friend. He still loved him, even though he would never love him back... And, so no matter how much it hurts and kills him, he have to move on and let go of his unrequited love plus he doesn't deserve for he is no one unlike him. GoM/Kuroko, Eventual AkaKuro. Trigger Warnings: Child Abuse, Depression and Implied Self-Harm along with Eating Disorder.

WARNING(S): Language, Lots of angst, PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), Narcolepsy, Child Abuse, Implied Self-Harm, Depression, Eating Disorder, Violence, Dark themes and Unbeta'ed!

NOTES:

(i) Plot holes, Slow Build, and lots of Confusion but everything will become understandable due in time.

(ii) Describing places, appearances and things are not my forte so I won't be giving much details about it. Just basics and plain simple, brief explanation if truly needed.

(iii) Story was inspired from various song list either from KnB tracks and not – Sayonara Solitaire by Saeko Chiba , Mukashi Mukashi no Kyou no Boku (To Myself From Once Upon A Time) by Hatsune Miku, Rolling Girl by Hatsune Miku, One of Repetition by Hatsune Miku, Distant Fields by Rib Underwater Yowashi-kun, Memories Within The Mirror by Kasane Teto Heart Rate [AkaKuro], Ambivalence by SCREENmode, Lantana by OLDCODEX, ZERO by Ono Kensho, Fantastic Tune by Ono Kensho, The Other Self by GRANRODEO, Memories by GRANRODEO, Catal Rhythm by OLDCODEX and Future Line by Ono Kensho.

(iv) Story won't focused in basketball at all. The main focus of the entire plot is bonding and how Kuroko will cope with his own issues.

(v) Prompt Quote: "It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so deeply." By David Jones

DISCLAIMER: I don't own KNB except the plot of this story!

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Chapter 1

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What is love?

What is loneliness?

What is sadness?

What is happiness?

What is pain?

He did not know the concept of those feelings, for all he was aware of is being numb.

He can't feel anything at all.

He had forgotten how to feel an emotion.

Although...

He could clearly still remember, the first time he had seen him, he knew, he was in deep trouble for the person who had caught his attention is someone beyond reach, untouchable.