This won't be the last monthsary letter I'll write to you cause I will be sending you every month, until we grow up, until we grow old, till forever <3
-Minnelli
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Hi baby!
So ngayon i-tratry kong pangitiin kahit ba may fever ka ngayon. Wala na talaga akong maisip na words/lines na pwedeng sabihin sayo, kasi halos lahat eh nasabi ko na sayo in every monthsary letter dati.
Like, "Mahal na mahal kita" "Thank you talaga sa.." "Sorry sa.." "Swerte ko talaga sayo" "Walang iwanan" "I love you" "Walang magbabago" "Forever na to ha?"
Ang gusto ko lang sabihin sayo is sana hindi ka magsawa in every letter na binibigay ko sayo and puro ganyang lines.
Kahit nga ako eh memorize ko na mga sasabihin sayo eh.
So this letter, I want it to be special for you, I want it to be memorable.
Kaso hindi ko alam eh, siguro gagawin ko nalang yung sinasabi ng puso ko.
Sorry kung taglish haha :(( =))
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Baby, I know our relationship is a bit too hard for us. Mas lalo na yung situation natin, yung hindi tayo legal sa isa't isa.
Gusto kong magpasalamat kasi, kahit ganto kahirap ang sitwasyon natin ngayon. Handa kang harapin lahat ng problema para sakin, hindi ka natakot na mapunta ang buhay mo sa delikadong lagay, dun sa 50/50 chance na mabuhay ka Hahaha! De joke. Tinatakot lang kita. =))
Kasi alam mo other guys out there, alam kong hindi nila kakayanin yung gantong relationship. Wala eh mga duwag sila eh unlike you, kaya bilib ako sayo eh! ;)
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Baby I just want you to know how lucky I am to have you as my boyfriend.
Even if millions are against us or judges us, I don't care. At least I had what
I wanted...
You. ^_____^
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Thank you nga pala for doing all your non-stop efforts. And I'm really thankful kasi hindi ka.. TORPE noong una kitang nakilala Hahaha!
Salamat kasi ikaw lang ang unang lalaking nag lakas loob na magpakilala sakin, kilalanin ako, banatan ako kahit corny, mag joke kahit waley, at makasama ako habang buhay even though trials are along the way.
Ewan ko nga ba kung bakit ang lakas ng patama ni cupido sakin sayo eh. Sapul sa puso ko eh =)) 100 plus one pointss!
Hahahhaha :D
Alam mo baby hindi ko akalaing ikaw yung lalaking mamahalin ko ng sobra eh.
Nung nilalagawan moko dati,
Hindi ko mapigilan tong puso kong tumibok para sayo :)
Kahit ba ipinagtutulakan kita papalayo, at lagi akong snob sayo.
Andito parin ang puso kong laging binubulong sakin na ikaw dapat ang mahalin ko ^____^
Baby kiml, salamat talaga :')
Mahal na mahal na mahal na MAHAL kita! Sobra! :(
Nakakaiyak eh. Naiiyak ako kasi dati nung nag ooff and nag oon tayo, yung magulo pa relationship natin..
Tuwing umiiyak ka,
Feeling ko unting unting nawawasak itong puso ko..
Ako ang dahilan kung bakit ka umiyak.
Eh first time mo pa ata nun umiyak sa school :( tapos may mga oras na wala ako dyan sa tabi mo para icomfort kita, para alisin mga luha mo sa mata mo :(
Sorry talaga :(
Baby, promise hindi na mauulit un,
Hindi na kita hahayaang umiyak, lumuha, magwala, masaktan nang wala ako dyan sa tabi mo.
Promise.
Lagi na akong andyan sa tabi mo para yakapin ka at ipaalala na andito lagi ako para sayo <3
Thank you baby.
For making me feel how sweet is love is
And also sa mga hugs mo.
Hugs from behind
Tight hugs
Soft kisses
And also
True love
<3
Thank you baby for making every expectation to reality <3
I never regretted having you.
I love you.
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What is your dream guy?"
Someone asked me that question.
That question stopped me and forced me to think..
Kahit napaka simple na question na kayang kaya ko sagutin within 10 milli seconds.
I answered her "I think technically the guy of my dreams would be more on looks, cool guy with attractive personalities. He should be into math so we could have a better future that's all."
The girl answered me, "Whaaat? You're boyfriend is not even close sa mga minention mo."
-silence-
I looked into her eyes and said
"I know, but he's better than the guy of my dreams.."
He was real.
:)
