I am tied in a room full of lies, with a rope made from broken friendships forced together, stuck in a vast ocean of thoughts and fears, drowning in my own tears, flooding citys and homes, reaching out trying too get heard, but the more i scream, the more people with headaches, the more i reach out, the more you walk away, you intoxicate my seas with your sharp, shattering, soul suvivers and cut me open until the pain flows away, you pretended too help me from drowing but little did i see you were slowly stabbing me. And as my ocean of dreams turns too red, i stoll rely on you my friend. Because you were there for me, when no one was, even though you treated me worse.
I try too escape by swimming away, but you are right beside me, making my day, im fed up of screaming, im fed up of fights, im fed up with all these sleepless nights, flying high is where i want too be, what a shame im stuck out at sea, with you by myside waching my steps, i dont know if im ready, too leave you yet,
My regret and agony, all the pain, you stuck by me, stood in the rain, you got in the way, i was fine, but i didnt know that i was in line, in line for your life, in line for your strife, that you kept so hidden deep in your heart, im afraid my friend this is where i leave, but i want you too know whats inside my sleeve, my blood my pain and all i gain from constently sewing my heart up, oh you, my dear, i leave you with all i have my brain i give you, and all it contains, it carrys my thoughts in its bucket of sorrow, but i will leave you, with my love, this you can borrow, please do not loose this, as it is all i have, but i will leave you with this, becausr you are mad, keep me inder water if you must, because younmy friend, were the one i trust. The holes in my jumper, from wear you tore me apeart, i just want you too know, you can keep it, wear it until you feel the need too rid off it, but when you throw it away, just remember that someday, inwill return, in your name, because you my friend, were not a game, you were my partner, my buddie indeed, but please dont go, as soon as i leave, stay a little while, wave me goodbye, because i know once im gone, i will be forgotten,
You know its a shame i couldnt tell you all of this, but your safe now, floating in my river, in the sky you may be, but my stream is closer than you see, because i may join you, so very soon, and here my age, is too old to show. Goodbye friend. I woll see you soon. I love you
