Chp35 The pain of thinking of the 'ifs'

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Chp.35 •The pain of thinking of the 'ifs'

Leo's POV

Today I'm going to start to win Hannah.Nobody stands a chance.

But first of all i need to remember her favorite things.

Her favorite color is pink?No its purple. Wait maybe its baby blue. Ugh I'm horrible at this.

Ok. Baby steps Leo. Does she like Chocolate.Yes!I remember she would go to my mom's draw and pull out a lot. She would devour them if i got her them. Ok! Got that settled.

Ok,Next her birthday.oh!Easy! July,4th,1995!

Ok now her favorite color is.....Pink!Her room looked like barbie threw up on it.She always had pink nails.Once he dipped her hair pink.

How could i forget these things?Now,Her best friend's name is Amanda?No.Its Alex.No..I know it could has to do with fashion.Armani?Yes!

Now ,Liam.He is her closest friend.He lives

in the Charles Home.Thats where Lou used to live.I need to contact him.He needs to think I've changed.He hated me.

What to do?Ill just talk to Hannah first she'll change his mind.

Why am i focusing on her friends and not her?She is the one to say yes.

As i enter Annie's room I Realize what I'm doing.

"Annie?Babe?" her face is dug into her pillow.

Her legs curled .She doesn't sleep like that. The only person i know who sleeps like that is .....Hannah.wait? Im going crazy.Hannah isn't here.This is Annie. Hannah's sister.

Maybe I'm just picturing this. Why would Hannah be here and not Annie?

"Annie?Are you awake hun?" i sweetly whisper convinced that this isn't Annie, but Hannah.

"I wasn't before." she has the hint of american accent.But very grumpy.

Slowly she sits up and folds into a petite ball ,even though her height would challenge that.

"Do wanna hang out tomorrow since you don't have work?"i ducked my head.

I saw the worry on her face.I saw her eyes rim fill with tears and she gripped her cheek.

Annie's POV

I got out of the massive shower and decided i had to change into something astonishing since i was planing to change Hannah's rep.From classy to sassy.

Well later this evening .For right now ill stick to cute and childish look.

I grabed her pink tank top and her monster-hooded hoodie. This hoodie is blue and has a fury hood with sparkly horns.Then i snatched her shorts.She had a cute pair of designer shorts my Mum would've gotten me if i kept my grades perfect like Hannah's.

They sparkle on the back pockets.I may look childish, But i find this look cute.I throw my thin long blonde hair in Pigtails to finish the childlike look.

She has cute blue ribbons which i tie my hair with.My blue socks striped with pink make the while outfit look all together.

I find my way through Hannah's room into the Average-sized kitchen.

"Babe?Can you get me The Milk?"i hear the masculine voice which terrifies me. "Yes."i frighteningly Open the fridge.Soon after a minute of looking find the Milk.

"Here"i look at the tall man.

"What are you making?"i ask in an adorable Girly kid-like voice.

"Well,In fact.My mother used to make me this when i was sad, or disappointed.This here, is a yummy creation we like to call 'Styles Turnaround'."He smiles.

"Hey.Um can i ask you something?"I look scared.I hope its not showing too much.

"Anything.Shoot."This man who i which believe is Harry.Since hannah said 'Harry' lives with me,along with Armani.

"What do you think about Annie?Honestly!How would you describe her?"His face slowly fades.The light that was once there is no where to be found.

"Honestly?" He asks.I nod my head lastly 'yes'.

"Well, i know she isn't perfect.She has made Many ,many ,many ,mistakes.But honestly I'm ok with her.She isn't my friend and i wish she wasn't your sister but since she is ill deal with her if i have to.I love you babe .If you or Armani love something i will too."He has a smile of sympathy.I understand i wasn't a perfect person,But I didn't realize i was that bad.I think i just had a wake up call.I need to change.Stop being a terrible person.Soon i realize i am frowning so i smile.Looking up at Harry.He returns it then.Armani comes in with her hair in a bun.

"Hannah.I need you.Oh baby!I love you so much for always being here.I love you!Oh god."

Wow that was unexpected.What happened?

"Omg .i love you for posting that."She looks up from the hug.

"Oh yeah that."What post!oh god what did Han post!?I check my phone.Hannah logged into her Fb so could check Armani's texts.I see the post.Oh No.

Hannah's POV

I am sleeping.Enjoying the sleep i have lacked for awhile.Then i hear my door crack open.A male voice.He is asking if I'm sleeping.I turn around.

"I am not now." i say as i pull my legs into my chest.

"Do you want to hang out?"is all i hear when I'm rubbing my face to get rid of the drowsiness. Then realize it.And the pain hits me.The sore in my cheek fills me.Tears rim my eyes as i grip my cheek.The figure turns out to be Leo.He sits next to me and hums to calm me.But the funny thing is he never does that to anyone beside me(Hannah) not Annie or anyone for that fact.But he cant possibly know its me.He must've started to sing to Annie.

Right?Yea of coarse.

"Yea.What do you want to do?"i try to hide my pain.

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