Jihye pov:
I got up as usual. Doing my morning routine. Today I felt like shit. I don't know why. I just feel nauseous and sick. I told jimin and he told me to stay home. I agreed and sat in my bed on my phone.
I then got a call from Jungkook.
"Hello!" I smiled
"Where are you?" He asked.
"Home I'm sick." I said groggy.
"Omg. I'm so sorry. You should sleep. I'll be by later to see you"
"Ok. Bye!" I smiled.
I then remembered I have to hide my medications. I stood up and placed the case of most of them under my bed and the rest in my closet.
I sat back in bed and played on my phone. I hated being in bed like this. It made me feel worthless and useless. I cleaned up my room a bit and chose to draw. I don't know why I wanted tot o draw but I did. I dig through a drawer on my desk to find a empty notebook for me to doodle on.
I just sat around and did nothing. Jimin Jung out with me which really brightened up my mood. He always makes me smile.
I slept for a bit and managed to wake up before Jungkook ends school. I put on a bit more comfy clothes rather than my pajamas. I wanted to look somewhat ok.
I then heard a knock on my front door. I know it was Jungkook. I feel bad. Was be concerned for me at school?
I heard a knock on my door and I replied. In came Jungkook. He smiled at me. He was still in his uniform. He then sat down on my bed next to me.
"Are you okay?" He said as concern was plastered all over his face.
I felt so bad. I hate when people feel bad for me. The one thing I wanted to say was 'no I'm not fine. I haven't been since I was diagnosed' but I didn't.
"Yeah. I feel better now. My fever is gone. It has been for a hour now." I chuckled at my terrible lying.
"Would you want to get tea somewhere?" He smiled with his bunny teeth showing.
I nodded. I got up and went into a different part of my closet so he didn't see my medications. I put on a white sweatshirt and found a pair of shoes.
We both then left. I enjoyed time with Jungkook. He is so perfect. His perfect face with his priceless personality and smile. The way he smiled down on me and laughed at most of my not so funny jokes.
The only thing I am dreading is having to leave. Will he move on? Will be okay?
"Hey, Jihye are you okay?" He said stopping and looking down into my black eyes.
"Oh yeah. Sorry. I was just lost in thought. Did you say something?" I said and smiled.
He replied the smile. God his smile is so cute. His crooked bunny teeth and his eye smile. We sat down at the coffee shop. Jungkook insisted on paying. I wasn't up for a fight so I agreed and thanked him.
We sat by the window and made some small talk.
Ending it early cause I need to get things going
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just smile || p.jm & j.jk
FanfictionI have chosen to smile and not show the pain that is ending my life.