just smile || p.jm & j.jk

Dear jungkook

Dear Jungkook,

I am writting this on my second to last day of living. I wish I could I have told you all this when you confessed 2 weeks ago. I was diagnosed last year with Coronary Artery Disease. Basically I have been rapidly dying. I figured out last month that it was my last month to live. I was devastated. I didn't want to leave you all. By the time you read this my brother will have given it to you. That means I'm probably dead. It is so hard for me to think about right now. That my last breathe is nearing. I had the best two weeks of my life with you. You where always so nice to me. You bunny smile always lit up at room. I am really gonna miss you. But please. Don't throw yourself into depression cause you miss me. I want you to go find someone. There is always someone for you and I believe it. You where the best and only boyfriend I ever had. Too bad we can't be together any longer. I love you Jungkook. I wish you the best. Good luck in your studies and I can't wait to watch you from above and see what your life is to come. I know you will make a great husband and father. You where so kind to me and everyone. I know someday you will be big with that voice of yours that you have. I remember the first time you sang for me. It was like listening to angels. I will never forget it. You are a great boy that any girl would love. I will never forget you. Love you Jungkook.

Park Jihye
Nov 1 2016