September, 28th
That was the day we end things. It feels like yesterday, and honestly i havent moved on from you. You have my heart, you took it away with you. And now i feel like youre out of my grip. I know youre not mine anymore, but im still jealous with that girl, your bestfriend, your first love.
You support her, 100%. You tweeted her, with heart emoji. And i feel like my heart breaks even more. You caused this pain to me, youre nothing but an asshole, but i love you. Im stupid, i know, for loving you. Im stupid for letting you come to my life, feeling my heart, and you took it away.
Im heartless,and thats your fault.
Ive had enough. I wont say i love you anymore, because ive had enough. I deserve better and i realize it now. Everything i gave for you, you threw it like its nothing. You know that im jealous with your best friend, yet you pretend that i feel nothing. I know shes been having a rough time but hey, i fucking need some attention too. I need you to fucking care about me, to fucking talk to me, i want you to love me. But i guess you keep saying that so i feel a bit happy yeah?
Well no. I wont believe in all your lies anymore, because i know better. I love you, so much, but now i have to try to move on, because i know youre already have.
