hi you guys for who's even reading this I just wanted to like write about how I feel yk ? Cuz I really feel like shit rn . I honestly do , nothing makes me happy Rn and if any fucking one tries making me happy with some basic speech Thats full off bullshit I'll straight up tell you to shut the fuck up and leave me alone because the more you try and tell me the same fucking bullshit everytime I go to you for help, I don't think you really give a shit anymore,as if you ever really cared , I was so stupid and naive for thinking that you actually care about me , so naive to think that anyone honestly cares , I was wrong because for the first time in a long while I thought I had someone by my side,someone that cares,someone that isn't only caring about himself or herself, I was wrong, it's not your fault it's mine and I shouldn't have trusted you because still ,even to this day I feel hopeless at night,trying to make it through without slicing my skin ,I feel hopeless when you're gone and you're happy now , I guess I'm not needed anymore
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Randomthis book is written by me ,it's about how I feel ,what I go through on a daily basis and what goes through me every day again, I only write when I'm on my worst, I'm sorry if it's all written shitty I'm not really good at this ..
