he's the one for me || taehyung

Chapter 1: I'm Sorry Mother

Y/N POV

Here I am.. sitting on a hospital bed.. yet again.

My mother sat in the rather comfy looking chair in the corner which was just on my right, she gave me a cold stare. I hated when she looked disappointed in me, it made me feel worthless.. unwanted.. 

She picked up her phone sighing, most likely texting my Grandma what has happened and why we are at the hospital.. I am quite ashamed of myself but.. I felt I had no choice but to just fade away from this world full of darkness and hatred.

I was cuddling up with a heated blanket, a lovely nurse gave it to me earlier as she was taking down my details as to why I was here. I turned my back towards my mother as I couldn't bare seeing her face, I knew what she was thinking.. 

But I have done what I have done and I'm afraid I can't change that mother... I apologize for my actions and I really hope you forgive again... Yes. Again.

It's not like I haven't done this for the first time..
I, of course, knew what I was doing, but what can I say now? It's hard mother, it really is.. 

My heart hurts, whenever I try to open up as to how I am feeling my voice gets caught and I suddenly can't speak, it's like my anxiety and depression is holding me back from speaking the truth as to how I really feel, and mother it really hurts.. Please help me.

-time skip to an hour later-

I wake up from fright, I hear groans and someone vomiting, which made me feel quite nauseous and gagged a little. So I decided to get up from the bed and get some water down the hall. I walk past the sickly patient, passing a quick glance, he looked very sick.. I assume his mother was the one rubbing his back, comforting him. I smiled at her actions and continue on walking to the sink, but of course, my clumsy self awakened and bumped into someone.

I bumped into their chest, phew, at least I didn't get suffocated by a pair of knockers. My eyes flicker up to meet a handsome's boy's features, I softly gasped and mentally face palmed. Well done Y/N, you embarrassed yourself.

"Oh sorry, I didn't mean to bump into you." He said smiling, showing his beautiful white teeth. 

I noticed his features, he was tall but not too tall, he looked the same as me perhaps.. He had a nice eye-smile, like crescent moons, beautiful plump lips, almost kissable.. he had baby features but there was also something mature behind them.

He waved his hand in my face, "A-are you ok?" seemingly worried.

"Oh! Yes yes! I'm er okay!" I gave him a small smile and hurried off to the sink embarrassed.

-time skip to 5 hours-

I've been laying here for almost how long, listening to a guy coughing and groaning for hours, I am not okay.. My mother left a while ago to get food for herself, as I am not allowed to eat.

I groaned loudly, not noticing how loud.

I hear the curtain swoop fast and a soft whisper, "Hey!"

I jumped with fright, cuddling my blanket in reflex. There lied another boy, on his back smiling at me. Something about him.. felt.. lively and bright! I felt warm and fuzzy.