Unknown, Unwanted, and suicidal

Day One: Cutie

It is my first day. As soon as I walk in, I see him. HE IS HELLA CUTE. I mean Hella cute. I'm the new kid though. I don't know what to do. I mean I would talk to him but what would he think of me. I'm just some nerdy kid from Georgia. I don't think I will ever make friends. I know I am overreacting. I will make friends soon, I hope. I haven't talked to anyone at my school. But, it is only the 2nd day of school. I have only talked to this older kid in 10th grade. I go to a boarding school. But I am not sleeping in my dorm until I meet someone who I can talk to. The school goes from 6th-12th. So, obviously this is my first year. I'm nervous but I have a week. I don't want to stay cooped up in my dorm forever. I went to visit the school the weekend before school started. Me and my sisters, Jamie and Jazsmyn checked out all the dorms, bathrooms, classes and food places. The lounge is really nice, the food is really good, the dorms are nice and teachers are very friendly. Think zoey101 but better and bolder lounges, more modern restaurants and dorms and cooler classes and teachers. Anyways. My sisters are almost completely the same. We like, Dance, soccer, gymnastics, dogs, football, basketball, baseball, science, money, emojis, food, cooking, art, etc... Except for one thing, My sisters are older than me by  7 minutes and 27 seconds. Who knew I would end up the nerdy one. Jamie and Jazsmyn, Tall, beautiful, cool, confident, growing at the right age and so much more. Yeah, then comes me. Short, I won't even say the others. I am just hitting puberty. It sucks, in the middle of the night I lay on the stomach and hurt my boobs. Right now I know people would be thinking, where is this going? Why can't you just talk to your sisters all the time. Well here is the thing. A rich girl like me should be able to make friends right. Yeah, but I am not gonna mention it. I want people to know me for me not my money. I am going to sleep in the same dorm as my sisters but I know I have to make other friends. Same classes, Same Dorms, Same Friends but also some for my own. Even my sisters said "You need to make some friends. We don't want to fight all your battles. We love you but get it together." So for the month of September I am focusing on finding friends but also making money and being less stressed. I want to do things on my own.  Luckily tomorrow is the meet and greet for all the kids. We all get to met each other.

P.S. They have good restaurants like subway, (We LOVE Subway) McDonalds, STARBUCKS (YAAASSSS) and more. A Mall with like all the stores and The food places have those cool new drink machines with all the flavors. So can just fill my cup and go.