An Open Letter To My Current Favorite Person

Dear P,

     To my current favorite person, I want to say thank you for all the things that you've done and all that you are continuously doing for me. Thank you for being patient amidst my sudden change of mood. I may be the hardest person for you to deal with 'cause I am a self-proclaimed drama queen while you hate drama too much, yet you're still there. You said one time that you can't deal with me with this kind of attitude, but hey you are doing really great with adjusting 'til I ran out of reasons and just admit that my emotional self-knocked out my bubbly self once again and you're still there to listen as I deliver my piece of apology.
      We have the love-hate kind of thing and we're both good at it. When we're happy, we're too happy. When you're angry, you're too angry. When I'm being melodramatic, it's too much drama. There's no in between, it's always extreme. We can change moods every day with 2 minutes interval. Hahaha. But you know what? It's these kinds of imperfections and misunderstandings that makes me feel how real we are to each other. I don't need to act and be another person just to impress you, nor you do. You taught me to be open, to say what we want to say and express what we want the other one to feel.
        I am so sorry for all those times that I've reached your boiling point, I'm sorry for being too childish to always want your attention and affection, I'm sorry for being a pain in your ass, I'm sorry for being annoying, I'm sorry for wanting so many things and forcing you to do some just for me to feel secure, I'm sorry for being sensitive every time you teases me, I'm sorry for being the bad person you need to avoid in ways only both of us can understand, I'm sorry I'm too jealous, I'm sorry I'm just afraid to lose you.
         I don't need fancy dinner, I don't need expensive gifts, I don't need social media posts with flowery words, it's you being true to yourself and to me is what matters most other than anything else. I told you, you're a great person and you deserve all the love and effort that anyone can give so don't ever belittle yourself and question what others are doing for you.  
         Thank you for allowing me to be there for you and to be your cheerleader. Thank you so much for letting me know how much you appreciate the little things I can do for you. Thank you for never giving up on me in spite of my craziness.
        As I write this letter, I hope that nothing will change negatively, instead may it strengthen what we already have. No matter what and where life brings us, know that I'll always be here for you and you'll always have a special place in my heart. You are my current favorite person and you will always be.