Its Hard Loving You, But It's Worth It (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 8

"Harry what are you doing??" I mumbled as I woke up and found Harry kissing a blonde, who was wearing a jail outfit and he was in a cop outfit.

"What's going on?..."I said crying, suddenly Harry turned to me and started shouting in a different language. What?? I was so confused.

"I don't love you." He said and I started screaming his name, then I felt someone calling my name.

"Rose! Rosie wake up! It's just a dream." Harry. I opened my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck, sobbing into the crook of his neck.

"Shhhh baby it's okay. Don't worry it was just a dream." He rubbed soothing circles with his hands on my lower back.

"I'm sorry I woke you." I said and he wiped my tears.

"It's okay beautiful, don't worry." He told me and kissed my temple. I was only having nightmares because Harry leaves today. Today....

It came way too fast; yesterday we went and played Laser Tag with the guys and then me and Harry laid on the couch for the rest of the night, he sang to me.

"What time is it?" I asked him and sat up.

"5:30 in the morning." He said and tears came to my eyes. He has to leave at 7.

"I don't want you to go..." I whispered and wiped my eyes, embarrassed for crying.

"Hey, don't cry. 3 months will be like a second, and before you know it I'll be right back here kissing you as much as I want." Harry said cheekily and I smiled.

"You should get up, your plane leaves at 7." I tell him and he gets out of bed. I don't mean to stare at him, but I can't help it. I look at all of his beautiful tattoo's and then his bare chest. I suddenly look up and Harry is watching me with an amused expression.

"Like what you see Johnson?" He asked me, I could almost hear the grin in his voice.

"Shut up Styles." I say, but smile and lay back down on Harry's bed. I snuggled into the covers as I heard Harry showering. I played with the airplane necklace of Harry's that hung around my neck. I literally never took it off; I loved it. It symbolized Harry's love for me and I wanted to never take it off. Harry finished showering and then changed and walked back into the room. It was 6 when he finished and he came and sat back down next to me on the bed.

"I'm gonna miss you." He said quietly and wrapped his arms around my waist, kissing my forehead lightly.

"Harry I'm gonna cry let's not talk about it." I tried to laugh, but couldn't. I just rested my head on Harry's chest and listened I his heartbeat. No matter what, everytime me and Harry touched I got butterflies. I've gotten used to the feeling, but it still amazes me how one person can make me feel so on top of the world. We cuddled for a little before I got up an changed into leggings and a sweater, then putting on some vans and brushing my hair quickly. I put on some foundation and then walked out into Harry's living room where he was waiting with his suitcase. We walked out the door and not a single paparazzi was outside thankfully. I helped him put his things in his car and then got in the passenger seat. The whole drive there Harry held my hand and had it up to his lips the whole time, as if savoring how my hand felt in his. I knew I had to be strong and not cry for Harry, but as we got closer and closer to the airport I kept thinking...3 months. 3 long months away.

We got there too fast and Harry grabbed his luggage out of the car and then stood with me next to his car. We both looked at each other for a moment before Harry leaned down and wrapped his arms around my tiny waist, pulling me into him and kissing my lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his lips lightly, trying to memorize how they felt against mine. We kissed for a few minutes until we both pulled away and walked into the airport. It was weird for me and Harry to not be talking and joking around, but we were both trying to be strong for the other and I knew if I tried to talk id end up crying. We saw the boys standing by the terminal and walked up to them.

"Plane leaves in 10." Liam said and the boys all walked onto the plane, except Harry.

"Rose I love you. Don't forget how much I love you. I love you so much." He mumbled as he pulled me into his chest, I couldn't help the tears that escaped my eyes.

"I love you Harry. Go have fun but don't forget about me. Please be safe." I tell him and kiss his cheek lightly, my hands shaking.

"I could never forget about you Rosalie Johnson. Never in a million years could I forget the prettiest girl in the world. You be safe, and if you need anything I'm always here." He said and kissed my forehead.

"I'll call you when I land." He told me and squeezed my hand.

"I love you." I said again.

"I love you too. I love you so much." He told me and I nodded. He turned around and yelled he'd call me when they landed. I walked away and out of the airport and got in my car, and that's where I broke down. I sobbed and cried. I was such an ugly crier. What am I doing?? I'm being such a wimp. I can take care of myself, I shouldn't just sit and cry. I have to work anyways.

I wiped my eyes and started the car, driving to work. When I got there 10 minutes early I fixed my makeup and started taking orders. Every time I took my mind off of work it wandered to Harry and I felt tears prickle my eyes. I can't do this.

"I'm going home early, I'm not feeling well." I told my manager and left. Once I got home I laid on my bed and scrolled through twitter, there was a tweet in my mentions and I decided to answer.

'@pradalxuis: how do you not bawl your eyes out at the airport when Harry leaves?!?'

'RosalieJohnson: I stay strong for harry, but trust me the second he's gone I break down :'('

I press send and decide to read the Fault In Our Stars.

I'm halfway through when my phone starts to ring, making me jump. I quickly answer it, "Hello?"

"Rose? Oh god I miss you...." He mumbled into the phone and a sob escaped my lips as tears ran down my face.

"Please don't cry Rosie...." He said quietly and I wiped my tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I just-I don't know what I'm going to do for the next 3 months. I'm bored and I can't help but cry every time I think. This is hard." I say and bite my bottom lip to keep from crying.

"Rose Im so sorry you have to go through this I promise we'll get through this we just have to be positive and know we'll be okay." He said and I nodded.

"Okay." I said quietly.

"Can I skype you?" He asked.

"Please." I said and we ended the call, then seconds later he called me on Skype on my laptop.

"I miss your face." I told him as his handsome face came into view. A goofy grin found it's way into his face and my own smile mirrored his. He was my everything.

"How are you beautiful?" He asked me and I watched as he ran a hand through his hair.

"I-I'm okay. I've decided while you're gone I'm going to work a lot and just do school and I guess sit around and watch reruns of Pretty Little Liars." I told him and he chuckled at the last part.

"Just promise me one thing, okay?" Harry said and I nodded.

"While I'm gone, you won't stay in the house 24/7. Go have fun. You can call me everyday, but don't tie yourself down to the bed. Please." He said and I smiled.

"I won't I promise baby."

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yes this is super short, but it's just a filler chapter, I promise the next one will be extra long. Plus I won't have writers block because I know exactly what I'm going to write. LOVE YOU ALL MERRY CHRISTMAS HAPPY HANUKKAH MERRY QUANZA HAPPY HOLIDAYS

PS I FINALLY DECIDED WHO I PICTURE ROSALIE AS: NINA DOBREV.