it is what it is || jolinsky boyxboy ||

Father's love

my father likes to play.
likes play with our lives.
my father likes to play.
likes to play with knifes.

jj's pov.

"La la la la la la" I repeated, rocking back and forth, feeling my heart beat faster than before. "I cant hear anything. I can't hear anything. I can't hear anything." I repeated, pushing my fingers further into my ears, tears falling and falling. "Im sorry mom. I'm sorry. Mom, im sorry."

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" I could hear my father yell from down stairs, "YOU MADE MY SON INTO A FAGGOT!"

I could still hear him even with my fingers deep into my ears. "Im sorry mom." I muttered, "im sorry."

I couldn't hear my mom talk. All I could hear from her was her screams. I could hear the hits that she was recieving.

"No.No.No.No.No.No.No" I said numerous of times. Then, the whole house went silent. No one was talking. Mom wasn't screaming. Father wasn't hitting. All I heard was silence.

I took out my fingers from my ears. I began wiping my tears away. I stood up from the floor and made my way downstairs.

"Mom?" I whispered, nothing.

I looked around and saw my mom sitting on the floor with her head in her hands.

"Mom!" I said, rushing towards her. When I reached her, I put my hands on her cheeks and lifted her head towards me. My mother was black and blue.

"I'm okay Jack." She faintly said, smiling up at me. "I'm okay."

"No, you're not mom." I cried, "You're not okay! Quit saying that you're okay! Mom, you are literally on the verge of death!" I accused, tears made my vision blurry.

"Jack, it's my fault. I shouldn't have made your father angry." My mom whispered, her tears streaming down her beautiful beaten face.

"Mom, i can't lose you." I whispered, "I can't lo-ose you."

"Your father left. Probably to go bang another chick."

"I know. He always does."

My mother and I stayed on the floor and cried, holding on to eachother like there's no tomorrow.

I'm going to kill him, I thought.

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The next day, I woke up and got ready for school. School was difficult for me. Dont get me wrong, I love learning, but I dont like the people... okay maybe only one.. His name? Jack Gilinsky. He's sex on legs. He's the quarterback on the football team.

"Bye mom. Stay safe." I said, giving her a kiss on the cheek and walking out the door.

As I entered the school hall, I spot Jack laughing with his football buddies. I fondly smile in his direction. Jack looked at me and waved, I was about to wave back when I felt a shove and i felt my face hit the cement.

Madison Beer, school popular slut. She opens her wallet to everything with legs.

"Jackie!" I heard Madison squeal, as i picked myself up from the cement. Madison gave Gilinsky a tight hug.

"Madison, get off me. You aren't helping this break up thing." He huffed, pushing Madison off of him.

"But Jackie, I'm sorry! It was an accident!"

"That apology is as fake as you." I blurted out. Madison's mouth slightly made an 'O' shape as Jack smiled. She huffed and fast walked away.

"Thank you. Are you new here? I havent seen you around." He asked, God, this was embarrassing. Of course he didnt know me, I'm just another speck in his world of giants.

I blushed and said, "Ha, no. I'm not new. We've been in the same grade since 6th."

Now it was his turn to blush, "Oh, You sure? I've would've notice someone as beautiful as you." He gushed

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I'll admit it. Today was the best day of my life, I thought to myself as I walked down my street. God, I could melt at his touch. As I got closer to my home, I saw a shit load of police cars and ambulance.

"What THE FUCK!" I screamed as I bolted to my house.

"Sir, I'm going to need you to leave the area."

"NO! This is my house and I'd like to know what happened!" I shouted pushing past police officers. I entered the house and saw my dad pressed against the wall, a police officer handcuffing him.

I turned to my left and saw my mom, laying there lifeless. I ran to her side and cried, her blood on my clothes.

"No.No.No.No." I cried, rocking her and I back and forth. I kept kissing her forehead, "Im sorry.Im sorry mom. im sorry." All I could do is cry. I felt angry at her for leaving me. I felt angry at my abusive fuck of a father for killing her. I let out a scream, tears still running down my face. As I screamed, the house started to tremble, everything began to levitate and red gust surrounded me and my skin changing to many different colors.

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Later that night, I was alone.

Later that night, I was angry.

Later that night, I was angry at everyone.

"They'll pay" I whispered, "All of them."

When my mother slipped into death,
so did my sanity.

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Hi! I just want to make things clear. Johnson does have powers;
* Magnetism manipulation and generation of magnetic force fields
* Flight through magnetic fields
* Shapeshifting
* Superhuman agility and reflexes
* Agelessness
* Accelerated healing factor
* Telepathy
* Telekinesis

Chapters will be out every one or two weeks depending on school! Thank you and enjoy ♡