The Devils Tears

(I feel bad for Rin. Being Sarandon depressed. I WILL LOVE YOU RIN OKUMURA! I'M YOUR FANGIRL! It's true. I'm his fangirl. And if your reading this, your too~ Don't lie~ Now go love Rin, and stop him from being even sadder that you didn't want to love him.)
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S/F/C= Second Favorite Color
F/C= Favorite Color
F/N= First Name
L/N= Last Name
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Your name is F/N L/N. A student at True Cross Cram School, training to be an exorcist like your mother. You slowly walked down the bustling hallway of the school to your favorite class finally I get to go to my exorcist class! You silently slipped into the wooden seat next to Run Okumura, son of Satan himself. You looked sorta curiously at him when you noticed his usually bright tan face was very pale, with dark circles clinging to the bottom of his eyes, he had a look of hurt dancing on his face. His beautiful crystal blue eyes that once held happiness and excitement, now held a depressed and silent look. You two always would sit next to one another in class and he'd usually be happy that you were at school but today, Rin immediately laid his head on the flat desk his light gray hoodie hood pulled over his head and his normal jeans on a few tears trickled down his pale face. You looked confused at him pained to see him sad when you couldn't tell why. You knew he'd been like this ever since you went on a mission together with Shieme. You also knew how much he liked her, so you wanted to be a good friend so you didn't get involved. Three days later he showed up to school looking, depressed, silent, and possibly in pain. He wore his light gray hoodie over his uniform shirt, six times during school hours the teachers, even his brother Yukio told him to take it off. Rin stayed completely silent and kept it on like the teachers hadn't told him to take it off. How could anyone wear a hoodie in this boiling hot weather? You looked quickly over at Shieme she wore he regular uniform sept for she had a disappointed look on her face. She has something to do with this doesn't she? Rin kept his head on the table for the whole class period, never looking up, his face down possibly sound asleep. The bell loudly rang signaling class was over he finally slowly sat up, shakily grabbing his stuff and started leaving the classroom. You tightly trapped your hand on his hoodie sleeve preventing him from going any further. You looked around realizing you were the last two in the quiet room. "Rin.... What's going on?" He shook his head and tugged his sleeve free from your grasp. You grabbed his arm and held on tightly with both hands. He flinched in pain and you quickly released his arm.

"I-It's none of your concern...." You felt a little pain stab your chest at his response you have been his best friend for five years in counting, and he doesn't trust you enough to tell you what's wrong.

"It's all my damn concern if your like this Rin! You look sick, and like you haven't slept in a few days, and why are you wearing a hoodie in 90 degree heat?!" You watched as his face held and expressionless gaze. A tear rolled down his pale face.

"I'll come to your dorm later tonight." His voice slightly cracked and he slowly walked away his shoulders sadly slumped, as he walked down the lone halls, "Rin...."

~~~~Timeskip 10:23 P.M.~~~~

You laid down on your puffy white sheeted bed your F/C tank top and S/F/C sweat pants hugging onto your skinny frame as you did your late night reading of your favorite manga series. You jumped a little as you heard a light tap on your window you looked out your window to see Rin crouched on your windowsill. You carefully folded the top corner of your manga page marking where you were you stood up fixing your F/C tank top and S/F/C sweat pants before you walked over to you window pulling it up so Rin could get in. You watched as there your depressed friend with midnight blue hair with insomnia climbed in. "You wanna talk now?"
You sat down on you bed, patting the spot next to you beaconing him to sit next to you. He silently sat down he fell over, resting his head on your lap. You felt a small blue creep onto your face but you accepted him and let him stay on your lap. "What's wrong Rin? I'm your bestie. There isn't anything-" you cut yourself off mid sentence as he pulled down his hoodie sleeves, reveling hideous words carved into his arms. 'MoNsTeR' 'dEmOn' 'HaTeD' and deeply cut into his wrist was the fist letter of your name, carved into a heart bleeding rivulets of scarlet blood. "Why would you do this Rin?" You asked as you looked seriously at him trying to make eye contact.

"I was told cutting makes you feel better... but it only made me feel more pain.... Shieme told me that if I asked you out.... You would hate me and reject me.... I started getting these ideas.... That I meant nothing to everyone. If I was gone they'd be happy...." You rested a shaky hand on his right cheek as he moved from your lap to beside you.

"You mean everything to me.... why do you think I care about you so much? Think about how everyone would feel if you were gone. Yukio would feel horrible about not protecting you, I would be depressed next, Shieme would feel guilty...." You made a long list of people and what would happen if he were gone. "And Bon won't be able to joke around with you anymore if you were gone." He looked like he was in deep serious thought. You felt your heart leap in surprise as he pressed his cold chapped lips against your warm moist lips. You slowly kissed back you gasped for air as he pulled away like you hadn't breathed for along time. Rin rested his head against yours a little piece of his hair tickling you neck he sighed.

"Do you like me Y/N?" You knew you didn't have to say anything so you just nodded your head a little. You watched as a small smile spread across his lips you smiled as well. "You don't hate me?"

"No."

"You really love me?"

"Of course." You brushed away some of his bangs as you sweetly and softly giving him a quick kiss on his forehead, allowing him once again to rest his head on her lap. Silently playing with his midnight blue hair as you once an awhile giving him small kisses.

"Can you be my girlfriend Y/N?" Rin asked you could scenes some fear in his voice. "Yes, as long as you don't cut, smile, and stop wearing hoodies in 90 degrees weather." He slowly nodded as you gave him one last kiss on the cheek.

Aaaaaaaannnnd BOOM! (I don't own this book I'm just editing it the original owner own it all) Well you made Emo Rin Okumura feel better! AND YOU GAVE HIM A KISS! o(>.<)o *Squeals like a Japanese school girl*