I'm doubting myself. "Did I proved you enough? How much I like you, care bout you and how bad I wanted a future with you?" So bad that I almost loved you. I didn't want to tell you this because I was scared that you wouldn't feel the same. Maybe I did that on purpose. Because I already knew. I knew it all along. I knew it. But I kept making myself crazy with the thoughts that we could be together and live happily ever after like you see in the movies. How dumb can you be huh. I should've known better. I thought I knew. I thought that I solved this puzzle called "ignorance". The people around me they thought the same thing they took the easy way. But they were wrong just like me. They thought that you were bad for me, but you weren't. Bad? I was bad. Bad for myself. By making this harder for myself. I really thought you didn't want me, but it wasn't like that. All you wanted was the best for me. You saw that I didn't deserve this the "ignorance" and you did something bout it. So I actually still can call you my hero. ⚓🔗💭
