One Word, One life (A MNR fanfiction)

Chapter 14

A/N: I know I haven't updated in a long time and I'm super sorry :P. TO show my sorryness this will hopefully be a long chapter. Hope you enjoy

Alex's POV:

I open my eyes to Misty licking my face. I laugh softly and gently rub behind her ears. I look up to see Thomas asleep with his arms around me. I smile laying my head back against his chest listening to the steady beat of his heart. I close my eyes relaxing in his arms. Suddenly i feel the arms tighten slightly and hear a light chuckle.

"morning beautiful" I hear Thomas say from above me.

"Morning" i murmur looking up at him.

He pecks my cheek and smiles watching me play with Misty

"she really is perfect for you ins't she?" he chuckles

I nod silently with a small smile on my face. "I still can't believe you got me a dog" I say softly rubbing her nose

Thomas laughs quietly "you said you wanted one" he smiles ruffling Misty's fur lightly

I smile and nod "yeah I did but still"

"Alex, if you asked me to buy you the world I would have found a way to do it. I care about you and I really want you to have everything you want" Thomas says sincerely

I blush a light red and snuggle close laying my head on his shoulder "thank you Thomas" I murmur a he hugs me gently

"Do you want anything to eat?" He asks smiling cheekily

I raise my eyebrow trying not to laugh "maybe"

"Come on" he laughs standing up with me still in his arms making me laugh as well

"You're crazy" I say smiling as Misty jumped excitedly at Thomas's feet

"Maybe I am" he laughs

He carries me into the kitchen setting me on the counter bd opening the fridge pulling out a bag of fruit

"Colton needs to go shopping again. we have no food" Thomas whines playfully. "fruit okay?" he ask me smiling

I nod and laugh softly "yeah that's fine" i say

After Thomas had made me breakfast and we had both eaten. I went upstairs to get dressed and open up my twitter before I do. i haven't been on in forever and didn't really think anything of people finding out about me being with Thomas. I look through my mentions reading through the hate. that's all it seemed to be. Nothing kind at all 'Why does Thomas even like you?' 'He just feels sorry for you he doesn't care' 'we'd all be better off without you' It seemed to go on forever. The next thing i know my vision was clouded with tears and the familiar tug in my stomach made me want to find my blade. 

"you can't do it... you promised Thomas"i whisper to myself over and over only to have the feeling grow. Finally I coulnd't take it anymore. I rushed into the bathroom closing the door and rummaging through the drawers frantically before finding the old blade. i drag it across my wrist hastily leaving jagged lines that were beginning to turn red with beads of blood quickly forming. My breathing starts to slow a bit as a lean my head against the wall closing my eyes. within a few minutes i stood up and wiped my arms off and  walked out before pulling on my usually black jeans and lace tank top, black of course, along with a jacket to cover my arms. I couldn't tell Thomas. He would only get mad.

i walk downstairs and force a smile at Thomas in the kitchen before walking into the living room and plopping down on the couch by Colton who smiles at me and pokes my side "hey short stuff" he teases.

"hey" i say laughing a little

"what's wrong?" he asks noticing my quietness

"nothing. Just a bit tired that's all" I lie smiling a little

He nods not fully believing me. Thomas walks in  and sits by me wrapping his arms around me. "hey beautiful" he says smiling

I smile a little "hi" i say softly laying my head on his shoulder and closing my eyes

"tired babe?" he chuckles softly kissing my forehead

i nod a little bit

"alright well you can go to sleep if you want. I'll wake you up when we leave. I think we might go see a movie later" he says

I nod again already falling asleep. Maybe i was tired after all

"alright, I love you beautiful" he whispers in my ear

"I love you too.." i mumble sleepily. I just hoped he wouldnt find out about my arms

A/N I'm so sorry for not updating lately I've just never really had time or any ideas. i hope you guys liked it and if not I'm sorry