Chanyeol, Adios || Pcy (ON HOLD)

chapter 9

Taeylee's pov

( a few days after I told kasper everything)

I had to admit, there were so many thoughts in my mind thinking what am I suppose to do after chanyeol came back from Bangkook.

Is he bored?
Is he doing ok?
Does he miss me?
Is he happy without me?
Should i have never broken up with kasper?
Do I love kasper more then ive love him?

Thats particular thought ran around my head all day. I was scared if I made the wrong decision.

I mean, what if I loved him and I missed him so freaking much, but he doesnt even remember me?

I mean, he obviously has his own life ahead of him, and same goes for me.

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(Back to reality)

I sighed deeply, "hey, what'cha thinking about?"

I looked up and saw the person I most definitely didn't want to talk to about.

Kasper.

Me and kasper are doing fine, seeing each other almost everywhere except at home.

But both of us know that there's this atmosphere around us every time we talk. Akwardness then followed by silence.

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I was about to go back home when I bumped into... chanyeol?

So he's back from Bangkook already?
Why didn't he called me? Or atlease text?

I was suddenly feeling anger and almost shouted at him. Luckily I came back to my senses and greated him

He seemed shock by my presence,  is he not here to see me? Or is he here to see someone else?!

I felt anxious, ok I have been emotionally unstable these days, my parents told me to go see a psychiatrist, I kept saying later since im busy, sort of.

We went and had some sandwiches.

He kept staring at me like I was gold or something. But I didnt feel uncomfortable or anything. It was a good feeling having stared at by chanyeol. Rare.

"Yah, stop staring will ya?", I teased him,"I know u missed me" I teased.

Thinking he'd flinch or cringe but he didn't even move an inch.

Instead he answered smoothly, "very much", his face didn't even change expression.

How is that possible? How could anyone say something so smooth without even changing expression?

Park Chanyeol.

This guy has to stop making me blush, my cheeks are still warm from just now. He made me blush twice within an hour. Wow.

He was about to say something but my phone buzzed disturbing him.

"Hello? mom? What's wrong?", I answered feeling weird since my mom don't usually call me at this odd hour.

All I could hear was sniffing and crying.

"mom? What's wrong??", i said again but worried.

She took afew moments to calm herself down then taking a deep breathe, "tae-taeyleeah-ah, c-can u com-e home n-now? Pleas-se?"

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
"Now? Mom are u ok--", she hang up. God dammit mom?! What the hell?!

I stood up abruptly making chanyeol stand up too.

"What's wrong taeylee?"
"I have to go"
"Where?"
"I just have to go"

I just felt so paranoid, anxious, almost angry. I was having mixed feelings. Ive never heard her cry like that, and it must be wrost since she even called me, what could it be?

I ran out of the store, chanyeol ran after me, grabing my hand, blocking my way.

"What happen? Tell me will you?", chanyeol asked worried.

I sighed, I just couldnt hold it anymore,

"Park chanyeol can u just MOVE?! ITS NOT EVEN UR FAMILY TO BEGIN WITH, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE ",

I yelled at him making him flinch.

I pulled my hand away, pushing pass him running home.

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