Lost

You're All I Have Left Bieber..

Im Hayden, 16 years old and left with nothing at all. I lost everything , and when I say everything I mean everything.

*flashback*

I just woke up and I'm so tired. I dont even know if I have any food in my house to be honest with you. I walked down my wooden creaky stairs and opened my fridge ... bare, as always. My mom is running out of money and I bet Andy doesn't even care about if we eat or not. Since there was nothing it looked like I was skipping breakfast, not the first. I went back upstairs into the bathroom and just looked at myself in the mirror, I looked skinny since I basically haven't had breakfast since 2 weeks ago. My face was swollen from Andy, scarred with bruises and cuts. It was quiet in my house and I knew no one was home. I hopped in the shower, washed my hair, and thought about my next move. I couldn't think of anything so most likely I would just go to Lilly's house since I practically live there anyways. By the time I thought it all over, I was out of the shower and wrapped up in a towel. I went to my room, sat on the bed and went on my social networks just like every other day would go, but suddenly I got a call... a strange number that I'd never seem before.."Hello?" I answered. "Hi, is this Hayden Stevens?" "Yes, may I ask who this is?" They answered, "This is Los Angeles police calling, turns out...um I'm sorry but, your mother was found murdered in her bed last night when you weren't home. Police found evidence tracing back to Andy Stevens who had supposedly stabbed her to death. Sorry for the sad news but we will need you to answer some questions for us today-" That was when the room spun around me and I blacked out.

*flashback over*

I'd really rather not speak about the rest, but I will tell you I really wasn't all that sad ... well of course I was kind of sad because either way they have always been your parents but they never really even loved me like a parent would, all my family hated me. They honestly didn't really care what happened in my life whether it was good or bad.. all my mom cared about was Andy and he hated me with all of his heart, all I had was my bestfriend Lilly to be honest with you. Everyone in school judges me on every move I make and they think I'm a fake person just because they made fun of my bestfriend. Keep in mind this was my old bestfriend who had died from cancer and they knew she wasn't ok. So basically I grew up with no social life, family life, or........any life. Anyway, I have work soon I should probably get up.

I got up out of bed and I was actually really weak and I wondered why... maybe it's because I didn't eat for about 4 days.....whatever, I couldn't really care less. I threw my hair up into a loose, messy bun and threw on a sheer pink floral shirt on top of my bright blue tank top. I paired that with dark "ripped up on the knee" skinny jeans and blue flip-flops since it matched the flowers on my shirt. After I got dressed, I walked to the bathroom and did my makeup. I decided I would wear something a little light because I wasn't really feeling myself anyways. I put on a little tiny bit of foundation just to cover my paleness, with light pink eyeshadow, eyeliner on my water lines, and then put on light lipgloss.

I went downstairs and noticed that I was so hungry to the point that I got a migraine, but I really didn't have time to get anything out of the refrigerator to cook right now. I got out of my house, locked the door, got into my black Jeep and listened to it rumble to life. I sighed, another day of misery... I just want to be normal. After about 15 minutes, I arrived at the mall, where Hollister was, also where I worked, also the hellhole where again I was always judged. Thankfully, there was at least one person that I loved and cared about that worked there with me, Lilly. As I walked in everyone whispered to each other and flashed dirty looks at me as I pretended I didn't care. I went to the back where Lilly stood putting her things away to start at the cashier with me. "Hey beautiful!" "Oh my gosh bb where were you last night I was so worried?!" "Oh aha I was just working over time and I got caught up with Kaitlynn's parents." (Kaitlynn was my bestfriend that died) "Oh that's so good that you see them! Well it's 12 so let's start our amazing works at the cashier!" she said sarcastically. I nodded and away we went as the hours passed it got more slow but that's when it got really interesting...