H1dd3ns Drabbles

The train stopped coming by months ago

It's been months since the accident down at the station. Months since I heard your voice.
They closed the station down after that and now the trains don't run anymore. Standing here at the side i miss the rush of air that i used to feel. What happened was my fault but yet they still blamed you didn't they. I can see the pain in your eyes as you cry tears that never should of been cried. That image is burned into my mind. Your panicked and tear stained face as you ran into the station,Our eyes locked just as you screamed my name but it was too late, The train rushed passed and i went with it,Stepping out just as it came past me. I was dead instantly. My family blame you for my death,I can see it every time i see you,When you come into the station.
You stand where i once stood and you just stare at the wall opposite or you let your eyes wander up the track. On somedays you'll drop down and sit on the rotting planks,Crying to yourself,Reliving memories of everything we did,Everyday spent with each other and every word I ever spoke. And I'm still here with you but you can't see me. I wish you could. I wish i could hear your voice again. But you never talk anymore, Now you only sob.
The train stopped coming by months ago but you never stopped. But you will.
And when you do I'll still be here,Standing on the side of the tracks,Waiting for the train as i did that day.

~A