chapter1: thinking of you

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Jade's pov:

"don't leave me...please!!!wake up Tyler!! I cry. Because crying is all I can do now.

I already know I'm to bring him back. I let a loud sob escape my throat. But nobody was there to hear my cries for help. "I love you Tyler...i always have..."I start to confess to my now died friend."you where the best thing that ever happened to me. why did you have to go like this?"I cry and wrapped my arms around his now cold and lifeless body. I know it wasn't,but I felt like it was my fault. He took his own life life right because I walked in. He cute he vein on he's wrist and lost a lot of blood. I caught him in his last minute.

"I'm sorry Jade... I'm gonna miss u like hell."he laughs without humor. I'm sitting next to him trying to stop the bleeding but I was to late. I woke up sweat beading down on my face. It was just a dream wait no, scratch that a nightmare. When he was alive,i secretly had a huge on him but I was afraid it would ruin our friendship,so I kept my mouth shut. I knew he was sad a lot. He's sister, Jenny,died almost seven years ago in a car accident when he was nine years old. his parents said It was his fault because he was to loud. I always went to help him through but he always went back to the one thing the most. Cutting. And I told him not to be cutting or he will be in the hospital but then he got sick and had to got to the hospital but then he died at 3:00am. I was thinking about how he cut him self

We were out in the park. I was trying to avoid my abusive dad and forget almost daily beatings.

I was holding his hand has he led me to a giant oak tree that stood at the and of the park. We always came here to talk about serious,funny and random stuff. He helped me with my work for an A so I can get a Xbox that my mom going to get me one for Christmas but she said if I get good grades. I felt like I was in heaven when I was with him. He could always make me laugh, even in my darkness times.

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