Chapter 10: This is wrong.

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Blame this gal @pseudo_angel for winning all the time! And it's because of her last chapter was smutless while this one--oh well see for your self. *wink* :P

Also this is kinda written in hurry so don't mind my errors! :(

Harry's POV

I barely slept, just kept tossing and turning around. And who can blame me? Aishwarya was less than half a metre away. Yet I didn't gather the strength to speak about it.

She moved, while still in her sleep and turned around to face me. And the sight of her made me go crazy. For real.

Her dark hair were all over the pillow as she had one hand tucked below her cheek. She looked calm and serene.

I watched her for a few minutes before her eyelids fluttered as she rose from her sleep giving me a view of her beautiful dark eyes. They were a tad bit lighter in shade and looked a delicious gold as light reflected off them. None of us said a word. We just lay there staring at each other, as if the moment could end anytime and we both tried to cherish what we could.

"Maybe we should talk it out." I suggested and it wasn't until my voice reached ears that I realised I was the one talking. My heart started to loudly thump in my chest but it downed a little when she spoke.

"My head hurts as if someone's nailing a pin into it," she whined attempting to change the topic.

I instantly jolted to the kitchen to grab her medicine and a glass of water. She was already sitting on the bed when I came back, ready to pop the pill.

"The light hurts my eye," she said tiredly.

I closed the curtains and came to sit by her.

"Sleep for some more," I said carefully, trying my hardest to not add some love nickname like baby or sweetheart after it.

She nodded and when I assumed she'd go ahead and bury herself under the covers again, she drew forward to kiss me.

I was completely taken aback at what she did but not once the idea of me stopping her popped into my head. Wasn't this exactly the thing that I wanted.

I wrapped my arms around to secure her frame leaving her with no opportunity for an escape as I tried to enjoy what I could not knowing when she'd change her mind and pull away. Thankfully she didn't.

Instead she started moving her lips against mine in an attempt to deepen the kiss and I took that as my cue to take things forward. Though she was kissing, me a part of her still felt reluctant, as if she mentally was fighting herself and her decision.

I pushed her back on the bed and hovered over pushing my weight upon her. Oh how bad I missed this.

She seemed fragile and tiny under my grip and just as time seemed to pass, I kept wishing to stay that way forever.

Her hands which uptil now hadn't been touching me, slowly crawled under my night shirt, over my abs. I knew how they were her weakness. She had told me that close to a million times.

I pulled back from the kiss and slipped my shirt over my head, keeping eye contact with her. My heart shattered when I saw the look that her eyes wore. They were filled with guilt and sadness and questions. It left wondering if what we were doing was wrong?

But Aishwarya didn't let me put a second thought as she latched her hands around my neck to pull me close to her and kiss her again, this was with more hunger. I trailed my hands to slip her cloth over her head leaving her bare for me.

Instantly grabbing her left breast in my hand, I engulfed the nub of the right in my hot and wet mouth. She shivered at the contact but I didn't stop. I had no idea when sanity would strike her and she'd get up and just leave. So I had to have to most of what I could.

Being satisfied with my work on her right nipple as it came to stand swollen and erect I diverted my attention to the left one. She was squirming under my touch and I couldn't help but smile a little deviously at that.

I knew I could easy make her arch her back into my touch wanting more and here I was, doing the same. Having Aishwarya give into my charms!

She moaned my name, pulling me out of my thoughts instantly. I looked at her delicate and beautiful face as she had her eyes clamped shut and lip between her teeth. I dropped forward to kiss her again simply because I couldn't resist her looking like that.

A few more minutes into it and I pulled away to remove whatever article of clothing that hid away our skin, leaving us both naked. My eyes immediately shot out when I saw her dripping wet for me. And that proves one thing. That Aishwaya still feels the same way for me.

Aishwarya's POV

How can someone not give in to their desires when Harry Styles stands in front of them, nude. Moreover, with his green eyes full of lust.

I was hopeless and wrecked the moment Harry found me in the club with Nathan. I didn't know what to say or do. After coming to Cape Town I thought that if I'd ever see Harry again, it would end in shouts and screams or even a few slaps. But what am I doing now?

My mind was put on reset as all thoughts vanished into thin air while Harry ran his long digit up and down my slit, collecting my juices. I moaned his name out loud, involuntarily. I shouldn't be doing this. This is so wrong.

He doesn't put a second thought before shoving his finger deep into me, making me scream this time. I half expected him to stop and straighten up while the other half yelled in pleasure, wanting more.

Harry quickly retreats his finger and within a split second enters himself me, not completely though. He was only half way in when he looked down to where we were connected, then into my eyes.

Instantly that second I realised that this indeed was wrong. Everything about this was wrong.

A lot had to be talked about. A lot had to be spoken and cleared. So what are we doing?

But all of these slipped out of my mind when Harry moved leading his whole length into me. My walls contracted to accommodate his girth as he started to move.

It felt heavenly and I undoubtedly loved it. My headache from the hangover was long forgotten because the only thing that occupied my mind that second was Harry, and only Harry. He in a way complete me. Fit me perfectly, which sounds more like a pun than words of love right now.

The movement of Harry's member in me, slow at first as he quickened his pace, made me realise what I still felt for him. No matter how I much I tried to deny it. The truth remains the truth.

From Harry's only a few thrusts, I felt the tension building in the lower region of my abdomen and I realised what's coming. With Harry's pained look I expected him to feel the same. He kept moving in and out of my hole and with a twitch of his member he released in me.

Same reaction erupt from me as I released all over him. Harry easily rode out both our highs and once done, collapsed on top of me, trying to catch his breath.

I lazily ran my hand through his hair filling my lungs with his scent, before he pulled away. Tiredness and soreness took over the best of me as I mumbled about what we did.

"I forgot what that felt like."

My eyelids fluttered shut as I drifted off to sleep having no idea of what I would be doing or what would happen when I woke up.

Atleast Harry was here and so was I. That's enough to live for today!

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