I don't know if you going to read this, I don't even know if I'm using the right words.
Yesterday I dreamed with you, you was so different, you loved me. You sent me a text, after some words you said "I'm sorry".
The funny is that you never say "sorry" even when everything's your fault; anyway I believed in that stupid dream. I was crying to my cell phone, tears of happiness.
When I woke up I felt tears dry on my face and I said me "Fuck, I fell asleep" I saw my cell phone and nothing at all had happened, tears again, this time of sadness.
You just let a shadow on me, like the dust that mess you up and won't let you breathe.
I'm thinking on the sparrows, everybody wish to be like them, to fly and get freedom, but nobody thinks in their little teeny tiny heart and it don't make them keep out of love. But it'll make them die so soon.
You have a heart bigger than sparrow's heart, but not as much as elephant's heart, so... Why can't you just love?
X.
