TheHatedSister | Cameron Dallas Fanfic

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Jasmine's POV
"Um hi" I said awkwardly
"Jas has something happened? Hayes told me something about you on the phone and I wanna make sure your okay because if you're no-" but I cut him off from his rambling

"Cameron! I'm fine seriously stop worrying" I chuckle trying to play it off that nothing was wrong

He sighs "I know, I'm your brother though and I want to protect you if anything is wrong" then giving me a hug
"I know and you will because I'd come to you" I smile and I look up to see him smiling

"Can I hang out in your room?" I ask with a smaller smile "yeh of course" he says and we walk through being greeted by Nash
"Hey younger one" he smiles doing a little wave with his hand

"Hey Nash" I smile and take a seat down at the end of Cameron's bed while he searches through his suitcase for something
"Um so guys" I start off hesitantly

"Yeh?" Cam says still not taking his eyes of his suitcase he's looking through
"I need to ask you something" they both look up at me with confusion and nod giving me the signal to carry on

"Do you know what ana means?" I ask, I know it would've been best to search it but I was too scared to find out, I wouldn't be if I was hearing it from them

"Um why?" Nash asks concerned
I just shrug my shoulders "some girl" I try to think of a lie "she said she was ana, I wanted to know what it was" I said

I saw relief wash over there faces "oh, well it normally means anorexic or anorexia, it's just a shortened version" Cam said sitting down next to me on the bed now

"Oh okay" I say then looking down playing with my fingers nervously. So now I have to meet the voice to anorexia, that should be fun with her in my head and Mia.

"Are you sure everything's okay Jasmine?" Cameron asks concerned
"Never better" I look up and smile, he nods but I can tell he doesn't fully believe me and by Nash's facial expressions, he doesn't either

I try to get myself out the situation "I really gotta pee, that bottle of water I drank a bit ago is catching up with me"
They both pull gross out looks on their faces and with that I go over to their bathroom

Of course I didn't actually need to pee so I just wash my face to clean up, luckily my makeup is waterproof thank god for that
& I run my fingers through my hair looking at my reflection

I see a girl standing behind
Oh yay.

Her hair is a pale brown, skin with not much colour and she looks closer to a skeleton than a human being if I'm being honest

"Hello Jasmine" she smirked
"Please not now" I say throwing a bit of attitude, not really meaning too oops
"Don't speak to me like that" she spits
"I'm sorry" I mumble looking down at my reflection in the sink

"I'm Ana" she says walking up closer behind me and placing her skinny hand on my shoulder
I look up at her in the mirror nervously
"& I'm sure you already know...I'm your voice to your anorexia" she grins

"But I'm not anorexic" I say defensively
She chuckles and turns her head to whisper in my ear "that's what you think" with a smile

A single tear streams down my face. I didn't think I was anorexic, I mean I was sure I wasn't being that dangerous to end up with an eating disorder

All I know is I can't tell Cam.

One of his old girlfriends about 3 years ago died of anorexia. If I know him the way I do, he won't except it if I tell him

I'm pulled back into what I guess is reality by Ana "so anyway, I'll speak to you a bit later, remember, have fun and don't eat" she winks and I watch her disappear like Mia did

Speaking of Mia, I hear her voice once again in my head "but remember" she starts then Ana cuts in "we're always here"

I here them both laugh and assume that it's over now, I wipe my one tear and leave the bathroom, only to be met by two worried boys known as Cameron Dallas and Nash Grier

"Uh hi" I say awkwardly, yet again
"Ok who was you talking to?" Cam says confused and concerned
"No one okay" I say getting annoyed
"Tell me" he says sternly
"Jasmine we heard what you said, who was calling you anorexic" Nash says following behind me as I start to walk away from the bathroom

"No one okay just leave me alone!" I yell and walk out slamming there door.

I didn't mean for the outburst but it just happened
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Thanks for readinggg💨xx
-Lex💘