i crave our old friendship
and endless conversations
i wish for the smile i'd always get
whenever i saw your name
light up my phone
i want back the nights
when we didn't have a specific plan in mind
i'd just pick you up and
we'd drive for a few hours
picking random spots to stop at
where we'd blow all our money
on greasy fast food
knowing it was always worth it
we'd find a place to park
to just lay back in my car
and talk for hours
the time always went by too fast
and i somehow always found myself
wanting to grab your hand
i remember one night when
my favorite song came on the radio
i jokingly asked
if you could learn to play it
on your guitar for me
an hour or so later
i dropped you back home
and we said goodybe
more days went by and soon enough
we were finally back in my car
driving without a destination
and when i breaked at a stoplight
you pulled out your guitar
closed your eyes and strummed my song
i looked at you
with the biggest smile
knowing it was at that exact moment
when i realized
how insanely in love with you i was
