My mental state has never been quite solid, my mind in a state of disrepair,
I question the very reason I exist and I am full of despair.
I feel I'm am slowly losing my grasp on reality, and I wonder if I should even care, I'm not sure if this is my life now, but it surely seems unfair.
I feel completely sane about the world around me, but it's the world around me I can't stand, my battle is mostly internal, to understand this existence I may need a hand.
My consciousness seems lost and confused, I'm just existing here with nothing to do, how do I get out of here, before my mind has no more to lose.
