The One That Changed My Life

Attempted Friendships

I was well known at our school but not many people talked to me because I was snappy when I didn't want to speak to people. This made even having a normal conversation with Richard hard because he was the most popular guy in the school. It might be easier to befriend one of his friends before I go straight to him. Maybe I should try Matt. They have been friends fo a while.  I thought  But how is the real question. I take a deep breath as the bell rings for dismissal.

I walk to my locker and speak of the devil Matt of all people walks up behind me "Hey Kayla. I have a question to ask you." He inquires. I turn to face him "What is it?" I sweetly chime I am so fake right now but this is what I need to do. "Could we hang out sometime.?" He asked bashfully. I blinked before cocking my head to the side and smiled "Sure! How about a walk in the park on Saturday?" I giggled "Ok!" He blushed and walked away.

I think I lied. I think I'll try killing for my first time tonight. On say a homeless man.

I sat at my desk fiddling with my electric do-dads and wires. How am I going to disguise myself? If I'm recognized then I'm dead. My voice won't be a problem though. I have a voice modifier. I made it a year ago for a science project. I start sifting through my winter closet even though it was near the end of spring. I found a black coat and a pair of black pants and put them on. I manage to shove all of my hair into a black beanie and I clip the voice modifier on to my coat and speak into it and my voice comes out rough and deep. I sound like a male. This is exactly what I wanted. I smile and I walk over to my window and step out onto the fire escape. I live on the fifth floor in a very fancy apartment building. I stood there looking out at the street below me I turn back around and walk in my house and to the kitchen and grab a knife and examine it and put it in my pocket it's large but not too big.

I creep back to my room and out the window. I climb down the fire escape and stand on the ground. I walk away from the building and roam the streets for about 30 minutes and I walk down the next alleyway and find a single man. Obviously drunk and in his own world. I pull out the knife and look at him he rises "What the 'ell do ya think yer doin?" He slurs in his drunken state. I walk closer to him and he backs up and runs into the wall. I creep closer still and he starts to run but in his drunken state he falls I take my chance and slice between his sholder blades, I pull him agains the wall. I have him facing me and I cut into his stomach. Blood comes out and on to my hands I can feel it's warmth even though my leather gloves I pull out his innards as he passes out. I wrap them around his neck and stab were his heart would be. I take my knife out of his chest and step back to admire my work. I feel a rush of pride looking at the mans organs wrapped around his neck a pool of blood forming around him.

I walk away and stop at the fire escape and realize what I have just done I killed a man. I took a mans life. I take off my gloves and nervously climb back up the fire escape ladder and I step into my room and I run into my bath room and puke. For ten minutes I sat there pukeing. I took off the bloodied and vile filled clothes and soaked them in the sink and I jumped into the shower.

Soooooo sorry for the loooooong wait but I think this is good
~Milk chan ✌️