The 100 Reclassified

Chapter 5

"Finn... We can't do this.... I never... We just met. I don't know much about you... We should take things slow and get to know each other first..." He stopped kissing my neck and looked up at me, he was crying. He was panting heavy and looked away. He wasn't here. His mind was elsewhere and I can tell he was happy I stopped this before things got worse. He rolled over to his back and I got up and leaned on my arm staring at him. "Hey, are you okay?" he just looked at me. He's still gone. He gave me a little smile and nod and pulled me close to his chest and just held me there. It felt weird then, naked, lying on top of him. I got up and put on my bra and pants, he did the same. We laid back down and just talked for a while. I looked at my watch, it was almost dawn.

"Come on. There's somewhere I want to take you." He got up and reached his hand toward me. We left the bunker and he took me to this big rock that we sat down on. He put his jacket over me and I laid my head on his shoulder. The sun was going to come up soon. "I'm glad you stopped it." I looked up at him, "What was going to happen in there. I'm glad you stopped it. I didn't want my first time to happen like that nor did I want yours to be either and I'm so sorry for letting it get that far. I should have asked instead of just rushing for it." He stopped talking and looked down.

"It's okay, I understand. Your emotions we're running high. As were mine. We just lost all hope of contacting the ark and then there was Charlotte... I get why we flocked to each other. We just lost a lot in one day and we just cracked." He looked back up at me. He was leaning in for a kiss when a bright light caught our eyes.

"It's a shooting star! Make a wish, Clarke! I read that back then that's what people would do." His smile was so big.

"Why would I make a wish on a burning meteor? Why would that make my wish come true?"

"Romance killer." He rolled his eyes and looked back up.

"Finn, that's not a meteor, that's a space pod!" A parachute came out and it slowed a little before it crashed. "We need to go after it before the grounders get to it! We need to head back to camp to get reinforcements, it's still dark out and the grounders will want to get to it as well." We got up and ran back to the drop ship; everyone was up and getting ready to go.

"No! No one is leaving until first light! It's still dark and dangerous to leave."

"Bell, grounders from a hundred miles from here saw that thing! We need to get to it before they do!" There you go Octavia.

"I said no!" With that Bellamy went back inside his tent with two other girls. I start heading toward the drop ship when Lexa came out putting on her shirt with Monroe following behind putting on her jacket.

I stopped walking. No... It couldn't be.... I didn't even know they were that close.

Something in my stomach turned and I couldn't help but feel sad. I walk back over to where we keep our armory to grab a knife for Finn and me.

I can't feel this way. I left with Finn and was doing the same thing with him that Lexa was doing, maybe even less than what she and Monroe were doing. I'm being a hypocrite. If she's happy with her than so be it.

"Clarke!"

Lexa.

"Clarke! Hey! What's going on? I heard a crash and everyone's talking about some pod."

"Uhm, yeah the ark sent a pod down. It's most likely full of first aid and food. Bellamy wants to wait till first light but we're going to go get it now. The grounders are probably almost there, we can't let them get to it first." I can't even look at her.