Dangerous...(a one direction fanfic)

* We could've had that *

* Lexi's P.O.V *

''Lex wait you've got to let me explain!'' I picked up my pace as the curly haired boy followed behind me. ''Lex stop being so ignorant... at least let me explain'' By now he was getting on my nerves.

''Harry no! you've had your chance and you blew it, like always!'' I screamed as I spun around, there was only a couple of people walking the street but all eyes were on us. 

''I love you'' He whispered as his large hand cupped the side of my face.

''I - I don't love you'' It was barely above a whisper but he still heard me, his hand dropped and replaced itself at his side. Our eyes locked for a few moments before I broke the contact, looking down at my feet. I looked back up to see Harry still looking at me, it was weird because he kind of looked hurt. I can't take this anymore. Within seconds I found myself walking away. Walking away from him. Walking away from us... What am I saying? There is no us, there hasn't been for ages, it was all just a big lie. Everything's just a big Lie. 

I found myself looking back to see if Harry was following me. He wasn't. In fact he wasn't even there, he was just gone, no where in sight. I guess it's time to leave those feelings behind...

* two months later *

I haven't seen or spoke to Harry since I confronted him. It's better off this way - well that's what I keep telling myself. I'm going to see him for the first time in two months tonight. You see it's Dev's birthday and my mum insisted we all go for a meal. By 'all' I mean me, my mum, Dev and Harry. It's going to be hard seeing him but I suppose I need to get used to it seen as though our parents are together. Mum and Dev are still clueless about mine and Harry's little situation and if I'm honest I don't think they'll ever find out, like Harry said 'it's for the best'.

''Lexi are you ready, Dev's picking us up in ten minutes'' My mum's voice chimed throughout the house, she sounded happy. That's the reason why I like Dev so much, he makes my mum happy and he'd do anything for her. It's hard to believe that Harry's his son, they're so different. 

''Yeah Mum, I'm coming'' I called back as I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I admired my red dress, it clings to my curves, I really like it. My curled hair hung loosly on my shoulders, I smiled to myself before joining my mum downstairs. We were chatting for a few minutes but then we heard a beep outside, it was Dev.

''Well lets go and remember your manners'' I smiled and nodded, not wanting to put her in a bad mood. I followed mum out towards the car when I spotted Harry in the back seat. Why couldn't he took his own car? A little sigh escaped my lips as we reached the car. Mum climbed in the passenger seat but I just stood there looking down at my red wedges.

''Come on Lex, get in'' Dev smiled at me.

''Oh ye - sorry and happy birthday'' I shot him a small smile back as he thanked me. As soon as I got in the car I could feel Harry's eyes on me, and I dreaded the hour long drive that was ahead. You see my Mum thought it would be a 'good' idea to pick a posh restaurant on the other side of town, it was going to take us at least an hour to get there. I usually wouldn't of cared but I could feel Harry's eyes burning into me and I haven't even been in the car for five minutes. Dev and Mum were sat in the front singing and dancing, they were happy and it kind of made me a abit happy.

A warm smile played on my lips as I watched them together. She hasn't been this happy since, well I don't think she's ever been this happy. And that's when  I seen Harry shuffling our the corner of my eye, but I chose to ignore him. 

''We could've had that'' Someone whispered in my ear causing me to jump, that 'someone' was obviously Harry. I turned so I was facing him.

''Ye maybe we could've, but you just couldn't stay faithful could you'' I sighed and looked down to my feet. It was a good job the music was on or our parents would hear all of this.

''Well hey, she was a good fuck if you wanted to know'' A grin plastered on his face. I didn't even bother replying instead I just sighed, I hope this night goes fast...