Before we begin you may ask,what do you know of our feelings? Our minds? You are not a doctor, you have no degree. You are right I am not a doctor. I am a human. If I was a doctor I would be saying things you would not understand. I am a human, I know myself and other humans very well. So yes I am relevant.
Let us start with war. No to broad. Killing. Why do humans pointlessly slaughter each other? Our oldest ancestors were found with spearheads in their rib cages. Why? I will tell you. Desire. Our desire for food,women and wine or all other types of filling. We needed possessions. So when we found the killing power of logs and rocks we started. We found we like the short lived satisfaction of raping and stealing. So it evolved. Now we are in the fist permanent settlements. Now remember since we re still on the topic of pointless killing wars are not relevant now. We are in neolithic times. The need for the previous killing is done. Humans were co operating. We did not need food and water it was there, we had settled. But why did we continue the killing. The satisfaction. We want it. We want it so bad we will do unspeakable things for it, and we still do. The means have changed from sticks to rocks to swords and now guns, but it is still the same. Senseless slaughtering.
Next is war. This is a different case. The base values of how and why we fight stay the same, but the justification and so called "morals" change. In the first times it was bands of men who were barely old enough to have a child or hunt and older. Now it is men of 18 who want to be like call of duty,and don't know how to hunt or cant and wont breed. How did this happen. As mentioned before in neolithic times they had food and water at hand as a community but it could and would run out. So the neolithic men got together and sacked other civilizations as a group. Soon we learned the power that could be achieved by this, gold,girls and weapons. Powerful men wanted this so the committed genocide to get it. This new type of killing, war, became a part of everyday life. We lived with it so long we could not bear it,so we made laws about it. We made laws to make war more humane. We said you have to be 15 to fight. The smart ones saw through this and hired children anyway,they are the true warriors. At the same time as horrible war humans made our greatest accomplishments. The wheel to the sword to bows to gunpowder,then guns to rockets that can go to the moon,computers. All fruits of war. With the need for supplies gone but war still happening we became fat and lazy,young but we still went to war.
In our time some people still rape loot and pillage but not many. Where did this need go? It is still with us. We have became so good at resisting it it is like it is not there. But I still feel it sometimes and so do you, I know it,don't lie.
Now you know why. But there is still things to be said. Why do we get these urges? If you want to know factual information,like I said read a book by a doctor. But why do we get them, triggers. When we see things we fantasize. When we see blood we subconsciously see ourselves spilling it. Beware the human in you, the one that wants to fuck and kill everything it sees,the one that is a true savage.
