As we walk back to my house i ignore my demons but i can't help thinking, what if he puts me back in my place? So then i can start another day...but again i will just find those soldiers and start all over again. Every once in a while he sneaks looks at me as if he can read my thoughts. Josh and I walk as he talks his smooth voice droning on i can't help feeling tired. I must've fallen asleep during the walk at one point because when i wake up he's carrying me....well more like dragging i would say but still. He keeps looking at me as we near my parents house. I tell him I can't face them. I would feel too ashamed. So I go round to his. He tells me his parents are out on a holiday to Seoul for a week as he lays me down on the sofa i fall asleep.
I wake up to find Josh gone.Where is he? Did he leave? Did he think i was annoying. The thought off it spikes tears in my eyes. No. This is his house he'd have kicked me out. Wouldn't he? Josh walks in and I can't help but to spring up to him and hug him, almost knocking him over "why don't we start a band?" he grins"sure!" i smile sounding delighted.
Nushkii x Chloe
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march to the sea//joshler fanfic
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