Ch.25 do you feel like a man

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Today I get to see jake! I'm actually really happy!

I walk into the lounge and sat down waiting for jake to come. once the door to the hotel open I jumped up and hugged jake!

"What are you doing here?" I ask

"You know how I told you that I got adopted?" I nodded "well I didn't I snuck on a plane and came here and I'm living on the streets." He says and I just get so angry!

SMACK

"FUCK YOU JAKE AFTER YOU LEFT I TRIED TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF! YOU ABANDON ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!" I scream at him he holds his cheek and you can see the guilt in his eyes.

"Sky I'm so sorry I just couldn't be there anymore!" he say

"BUT YOU ABANDON ME! YOU LEFT ME YOU COULD HAVE AT LEAST TOLD ME! WHAT IF YOU DIED! JAKE WHAT THE HELL!" I scream some more and I actually start to cry! This is a sensitive subject for me. He looks so hurt

"Sky I'm so sorry I was only thinking about myself I was being a total prick about this I'm so sorry!" he says sadly

"How? how could you?" I say sitting on the ground crying I can't do this!

"Babe please I'm so sorry please forgive me?" he begs

"Jake you know that I love you your like my brother! but you abandon me and you know what I've been through!"

"I know baby I know but I didn't mean to hurt you! I just needed to get away!" he says as he picks me up and sits me on the couch. I put my head on his lap and he plays with my hair

"Sing?"

"Anything for you."

"Face down?"

"Hey girl you know you drive me crazy

One look puts the rhythm in my hand

Still I'll never understand why you hang around

I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror

Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again

You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect

Every action in this world will bear a consequence

If you wait around forever you will surely drown

I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say you're right again,

Say you're right again,

Heed my lecture.

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt

She said

"This doesn't hurt!"

She said

"I finally had enough!"

Face down in the dirt

She said

"This doesn't hurt!"

She said

"I finally had enough!"

One day she will tell you that she has had enough

It's coming round again

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Do you feel like a man

When you push her around?

Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground?

Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's got to end

As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

Face down in the dirt

She said

"This doesn't hurt!"

She said

"I finally had enough!"

He sings and I smile and stop crying. I sit up and hug jake

"I forgive you!" he just nods and rubs my back. we sit like that for a little then pull apart and decide to watch movies with everyone else. we call hunter soula and all the boys including the Janoskians and Alex. We all watch chick flicks action movies and horror movies all day!

I just kept thinking that their lives would be easier if I died! I can't keep living like this I really need to end this now! I, I just can't do this anymore!

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So guys there's only two more chapters left then demons is done! omg so sad ughhh!

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