Justin's pov
"Hey Booty Blake" Tayler yelled climbing through my window as I was concentrating on my musical.ly. I jumped and dropped my phone. "Dang it Tayler" I yelled. "Sorry" she said picking up my phone and continuing the musical.ly. "I'm posting it" I teased. "No please, Raegan will see it, and he doesn't like me" she said. "Tayler, Raegan's just never met you he really is a good guy" I said. "I'm don't know Justin he's always complaining about how we're always together and he just doesn't like me" she said. And she's right but Raegan just gets upset sometimes because we've only saw each other once.
Tayler's pov
Justin stopped. He started breathing heavily and his voice was shaky. Panic attack. I yelled for his dad. I rubbed Justin's back and tried to calm him down. This happens alot. Sometimes because of nervousness, sometimes of sadness, and mostly because of no apparent reason. Sometimes it gets to bad and he ends up in the hospital. I had him walk over to his bed and sit down. Then I realized, his dad is at work. Justin was shaking uncontrollably. "Raegan" was all he was repeating. "I know Justin, but he can't be here right now, I'm sorry" I said trying to comfort him. "No Raegan" he said. He started crying. This isn't like Justin, he never cries. I pulled him closer to me to comfort him. He finally stopped shaking and I let him move away. "You ok" I asked. "Y- yeah" he said shakily. I went downstairs and grabbed his medicine. When Justin gets like this, I'm normally the only one who's able to comfort him. He just stops thinking and can't really do anything by himself. It's not a medical issue, the doctors say anyway, the doctors say it's just because of stress. After a while Justin fell asleep. I took his phone and sent a picture to Raegan. "Is this Tayler" he responded. "Yeah I was trying to help Justin" "Is he ok" "Panic Attack but yes he's fine" "Ok" I shut his phone off and sat it down. I decided to go home before my brother killed me.
Raegan's pov
"Raegan you've been zoned out for 14 minutes you ok" Nicola asked. She knows me more than anybody, well besides Justin. "I just wanna be with Justin, he just had a panic attack, Nicola, it's been happening alot more lately, I'm worried about him" I said. "Raegan, he's still alive, he's gonna be ok, also he has Tayler to take care of him if things get worse" she said. "I know I just don't really trust Tayler, let alone trust her with my boyfriends life" I said. "Raegan stop you've never met her and she seems to be doing a pretty good job to me" she said angrily. "Nic that's not what I meant" I said. "No Raegan, that's exactly what you meant, I'll talk to you later, maybe, I gotta go" she said. I screw everything up I swear.
Justin's pov
I woke up. My dad was by my side. "Where's Tayler" I asked quietly. "She's on her way she had to go to the hospital, Keaton got a concussion from football and was rushed to the emergency room but she's coming" he said. "Oh ok" I said. I turned to my phone. I had three texts from Raegan. "I messed up Justin" "Nic is mad at me" "You're probably going to hate me now" he was typing. "Tbh I don't really like Tayler, I just think you guys are together to much, it's ruining us..." Is this actually happening. I called him. "Rargan come on she's just here to help me when I need it" I said. "Oh so that's all I'm here for, forget our friendship Justin, it obviously wasn't real to you" Tayler. I hung up and tears started streaming down my cheeks. I. Never. Cry. Like ever. I covered my face with my hands. I knew she hadn't left she was rethinking what she said. She'd sit there for another 5 minutes until she broke. She always does. My dad rubbed my back. I looked up. Tayler was on the phone, I'm assuming with Keaton. "Oh ok well I guess I'll see you later" she said and hung up. She walked over and sat on my bed. I hugged her. "You ok" I asked. She nodded.
Tayler's pov
Keaton's not ok, I can tell by the way he's acting. Neither is Justin. Something is going on but I'll ask him later. I sighed as Justin hugged me once more. "Justin I'm going to head home I'll call you later, go ahead and call Raegan back, I'm sorry, I know you were just protecting me" I said. "Bye Tayler, tell Keaton I said hi" he said. I nodded and walked out of Justin's room. I turned around back into his room. "Never been through the rest of the house, just through the window" I said. Me and Justin really never leave his room, the only time I do is to go to the bathroom or to get his medicine, which is right downstairs. I climbed out his window as Justin laughed at me. I walked back to my house then my mom drove me to the hospital. I'm so close to getting my license, I'm 15, almost 16. Well 16 in December which is 1 month away. Which means Justin is going away in a month. And my boyfriend will be on tour soon. I called him. "Hey Tay what's up" he asked. "Mario, is there anyway possible you could meet me at the hospital we need to talk about something" I said. I got a call from Justin's dad. "Hey Tayler, Justin is on his way to the hospital, I have no idea what's going on but you're normally the one who knows what's going on with him please hurry" he said. "Mom we have to get to the hospital faster" I said. "Tayler what happened" she asked. "Justin's on his way to the hospital, they don't know what's going on, but I don't think it's a panic attack this time mom I'm worried about him" I said. This is what I've always feared, either losing Mario, Justin, or Keaton, and today, I might lose all three.
