Heart for sale!

JV

"If three words can convey the love in my heart to you then I want to spend a life full chanting those three words."

I think this will become too much filmy.

Let me change the phrase,

" I can live a life looking at you, I can live a life walking with you. I can live a life talking to you but never can imagine a life without you." This sounds cute but will she really feel the way I am feeling now? I am confused.

I am venkat an ordinary guy with ordinary thoughts travelling all around the India. Don't think I love travelling or I work in IRCTC its my fathers frequent transfers made me confined to so called LOVE.

I never had a chance to love as whenever I started to stare at a girl my father will be blessed with a transfer and when the time has come as I started to earn my living myself my parents brought me a marriage proposal.

Her smile is like a charm to weather, Her eyes are like a soothing winter, her walk makes swarms a mediocre and talks make me go insane at every second.

I talked with her many times after my mother said me how important is a relationship but never conveyed my love. I started to fill this greeting card with my heart out but every time I started writing my eyes are turning wet as I am afraid of loosing her.

"Tring...Tring..!!" Phone ringing.

"Jeevani ♥♥♥♥ " it showed up. I closed my eyes for a while and opened. I choose the green and answered her call.

"Venkat!" She shouted.

I lost my mind as she never took my name and now she suddenly shouted my name.

I took a deep breathe " Are you fine?"

" What fine I am waiting for you from past 2 hours, as you said you will take me out." She said changing her tone like an annoying kid.

My god what is the time? I checked my watch and it showed up 8.00 pm. I put on my shirt and shoes simultaneously as I never knew that I was lost in her thoughts for 2 hours.

"Trust me, I will be there in 5 minutes." I said with a haste and anxiety in my voice.

"Okay." She said and cut the call.

I was not late even by a minute and took her to the best roof top restaurants in the city but her silence was killing me digging my heart deep inside but I loved to look at her every second.

I dropped her back home and my greeting card was left on the desk as I rushed very quickly but somehow I wished to convey the feelings in my heart.

She got down of my bike and said me bye and started walking back.

"Jeevani" I called her name with intention of telling her what all I felt but just said "I love you" she sighed and walked back.

I walked back to my room and threw the keys away, I was not sure what is happening in my life, I was not sure whether she loves me or no, I was not sure whether I will marry her or no. I cried with no tears in my eyes and started to write her name repeatedly on every small thing I found ending up with my favourtive graffiti on every wall in my room.

I don't know when did I sleep but I was baffled with 110 missed call from Jeevani.

I called her with in a split second as I was worried to see her calling me so many times.

I could hear ringing of the phone twice, I was confused for a while and later found my angel right infront of my eyes.

At this moment I was worried about two things one is she may find me insane to see her name written so many times and the other is, I was not wearing any shirt.

She kept starring at me and all that I can do is exchange the same.

"Venkat Raju, I love the way you love me and I love to love the person the way you love but never let you know the love I loved you as I was curious to see the love you love me."She said with a clear face but the very thing made me turn into a hangover crow.

"Can you please repeat Jeevani" I said walking close to her.

She took my hands into her's and kissed them the best way where I could find my mothers love and fathers care.

And the rest is a good happy ending ......... "I invite you to my marriage scheduled this April 24th "

Jeevani with Venkat raaju!!!!!!